ARMY, imagine if...

Namjoon's love~ sweeter than spring days~

( Hi , I'm Aya , i'm one of the writers here ! I'm gonna also post some shots , so i hope you will enjoy them: Love yourself , Love myself , Peace)

A spring day that saw all its flowers grow , a night where the sky put on its most beautiful coat of stars. The warm breeze touched the colts of my cheeks. I was walking down the street, i didn't know what time it was or where i was going...I was lost in the moonless midnight of my mind , lost in my thoughts...The night that looked so beautiful (yet) was the same as my mind. I had been dumped by my ex after spending 1 year with him.

As I was over thinking too much , I got a little tired , so I decided to sit on a bench next to a lamppost , put my earphones on and started listening to my favorite song, the only one with suited my mood;-Hello by HuhGah . I was absorbed in the lyrics, the melody , the rhythm...I tried so hard to hold back my tears, to not cry. I tried to convince myself that everything was going to get better. I was trying to escape my sadness, trying to put together every ounce of pride I had left in my heart... But I failed. I started crying, screaming uncontrollably. I was destroyed , annihilated and nobody could comfort me. My heart was broken into a million pieces.

Suddenly, I felt small drops of water on my tear-stained face. It was raining. Wow I made the sky sad too? Why did I make you cry? Why do I even exist? I've always known I was useless and there was no reason for me to stay alive. Why don't I just end my life? If I leave , who would care ? Nobody...so Why not ? Why am i still here??

I'm just suffering alone in the darkest, hidden side of the city. No one will actually notice my presence, so why do I bother exist ? I have to end this suffering. I took my phone and started walking towards the big building that was in front of me. I started listening to my song again, but this time I was smiling widely cause I knew that from that moment, nothing would ever be the same again , everything would be much better.

Arriving to the building , I went to the elevator and clicked on the bottom "roof" , i could read "end" behind that bottom , My end . When the elevator opened its doors , the rain along with the wind slapped my face , the sky was shattered . The sky was crying. Not because i was leaving , but because i was existing...But don't worry sky I'm gonna change this now.

I went to the edge of the roof , stood up on the railing and spread my arms; it looked like I was finally free , I was finally going to be released , I was going to join my best friend , I was going to have the life I was dreaming about all those years , flowers shall grow over my rotting body. It was time to do it , I closed my eyes and started tilting and leaning slowly myself into the void...I thought this was the end, and I was happy about it ..

But -all of a sudden, I felt a hand around my waist, then someone threw me backwards. "Leave me, let me go!" I yelled while trying to get out of his grasp. I turned back only to find him smiling. His eyes lit up and the corners of his mouth tuned, only to reveal a breath-taking smile - a smile that could light up the sky on a rainy day and make everything seem so alive. On his cheeks were two adorable dimples that everyone would kill to have. His dark soft looking hair, his eyes – which you could keep on staring at without getting tired of... But this was not the time to stare at him like this or to even think about his "illegal dimples" , he just ruined my chance to have the perfect life I was always dreaming about.

"Go away, leave me just like everyone else did" I said quietly. My voice was now cracking and my eyes filled up with tears. He pulled me into a gentle but firm hug. "I won't leave you" he said gently.

I looked into his eyes and saw nothing, but sincerity and care. "Who are you and why did you save me?" I asked. "My name is Namjoon and why did I save you? You ask? I saved you, because things may be hard and bad, but life is a game and we should all keep on playing till the very end. I know how you feel, I was once there too. Fighting my very own battle and I wanted nothing more than to give up, but I realised that life isn't all about being happy. You will encounter problems, but those problems make you stronger and more capable to keep on fighting. Keep on reaching for the light on the other side of the tunnel and trust me you will realise that life is worth living."