I went up for the Hospital and asked the nurse at the information's desk if they had admitted a guy in named of Haechan. Then, the nurse told me they did, and he's on an operation at 334th room.
I took the elevator and look for that room until i found Jeno hugging Koeun, who is crying.
That scares me a lot.
I ran towards them until they unhugged each other, as they saw me.
"What happened?" I asked panting.
"Mark, i didn't mean i-"
"I said what happened?" Im getting on my boiling point.
"Brother, let's take it easy. We dont have the result yet." Jeno said.
Koeun continued crying but i dont care. My heart is getting on its rapid beats and i cant calm down.
The , i remembered. She is pregnant, and i am now causing her so much stress because of Haechan.
"Just tell me what happened." I said calming myself down.
"I was crossing the lane actually." She started with tiny sobs.
I just looked at her waiting for her continuations.
"Then, we both didnt noticed that a rushing truck was getting on my way." She said.
I noticed something wrong in her arms and legs. There were scars.
"I thought i am going to die at that moment, until i felt Haechan pushing me off the lane and i was thrown at the pavement. Next thing i knew was, the truck was already stopped but ..." She cried afterwards. Jeno hugged her again.
My tears uncontrollably flow down from my eyes.
"Haechan was bleeding, lying in the ground. I tried waking him up but he didnt." She continued.
That breaks my heart. I sat in the floor with my hands covering my face. Im trying to stop myself from crying but i can't.
Why does thing need to happen?
Then, i stand up as i wipe off my tears when i heard the door opened up. The doctor just came out, as he stared at us signalling us to come near him.
"It's been the most difficult case right this day. The patient actually have a severe hemorrhage right in his brain. A dangerous crack was also found in his skull near his eyes that may affect his sense of seeing and his mental health. We did a lot of medication on saving him. We just need to wait him to wake up to say if he is fine or what." The doctor explained.
"But is there a chance of him waking up?" Jeno asked.
"I can't say yet." The doctor sadly said.
"You can get inside his room and watched him until he wakes up. My nurses will monitor the room every hour if you need help. Excuse me." He said as he left.
Jeno opened the door and we get inside. We found him with different medical apparatus connected and injected in his body and im crying because of that.
"What if he didnt wake up?" I asked numbly.
But the two remained silent.
The door opened up again and a nurse went in, checking on something at him.
Before leaving, she smiled at me. "If he open up his eyes, please call us outside."
I just nod at him dryly.
I went near Haechan and kneeled down into the floor as i hold Haechan's hand.
"Please comeback to me." I whispered.
But there was no response.
I kissed his hand and said, "I love you."
•••••••
5 hours later.
Im wide awake still even if it's already midnight. I can't sleep here especially Jeno at Koeun already got home. I told them to because Koeun needs some rest.
My tears fall again as i remembered something.
Lately, the doctor checked Haechan's condition again and told me,"If he didnt wake up until tomorrow morning by 6am, we're consider him dead at coma. We are sorry but dialysis won't support him off through life. Plus, he is not waking up."
I need him to wake up.
I need Haechan to say he is fine.
I need to hear his words again.
I need Haechan because i love him too much.
"Haechan .." i called with my tears dripping.
"Do you still remember the times you are singing for me?" I cried while smiling like crazy.
"You need to get back because .." i sniffed. "I want to hear you sing again."
I didn't continued speaking because my tears started to flow uncontrollably. It disallowed me from speaking straightly so i just let myself cry.
Then, i went into his side and hold his hand.
"Please wake up for me." I whispered near his ear.
"Please .." i cried.
"Haechan please .." i hugged him while crying.
My heart is already broken because of those lies i knew last time. And this thing is torturing me more and im ready to die because i cant control the pain that poisoning me inside.
It's my first time crying hard like this.
