SUNDAY AFTERNOON
i was with tom just walking around the mall. first we went into hot topic for a bit then we went to the frozen yogurt shop to settle there. i always come here with tom to talk and gossip about our problems
"okay vanessa, so what happened?" he said sitting in front of me with spoons and napkins
"ashton, claire, my mom and dad," i said sighing.
"well, this is gonna take a while. each one is like a harry potter book of their own. start with Ashton, didn't you too have sex?"
"we did and the next day he treated me like nothing happened, like it meant nothing to him"
"oh god, hes a fuck boy." yet, to be honest, i may haad to disagree with him there
"you know i-i-i don't think he's a fuck boy," tom nearly choked on his yogurt
"im sorry, he had sex with you then acts like its no big deal"
"i know, i think he's just confused"
"confused or not, he still hurt you, he's not stupid- i mean he is but he knows what he did," tom said. "he should also know what and who he wants"
"i guess your right"
"if he's confused to show him the way, don't beat yourself up over it" he said and i ate some fro-yo. that's exactly what i need to do. i look up at tom eating his fro-yo and see ashton and claire right behind him. "now tell me about claire, well do your parents in a few"
"speak of the devil, their right behind you." tom turns to see them then back at me
"do i need to talk to Ashton?" i look back to ashton and see him looking at me. i shake my head.
"he sees us, he'll probably come to us"
"what if he doesn't?" tom asks. i shrug my shoulder
"then he doesn't and ill deal with him tomorrow" i look again and see Claire and him kissing. i look away for a few seconds then get up. "im going to the bathroom" i go to the bathroom and wet my face with some cold water. my feelings for Ashton is through the roof. usually when i see them kissing my heart just stops and drops. i went my face a few more times and dry it
on my way out claire bumps into me. "watch it tramp" she says going into the stalls. i roll my eyes a walkout bumping into ashton
"hey" he said smiling. i take a small breathe and try to walk away but he grabs my hand. i quickly snatch it away
"will you leave me alone?" i said once again trying to walk away but he justs grabs my hand again
"will you accept my apology?"
"no"
"then no i wont leave you alone" i look at our hands and sigh
'please let go"
"of my feelings or your hand?"
"both ashton, look you do seem confused of what and who you want. until you know just-"
"let go tramp!" claire said breaking us apart. me stumbling apart
"claire-"
"stay out of this ashton, while i talk to lil boyfriend stealer here" claire said calmly "what are you mad you get a guy, tired of sleeping with your dog, dog breathe?" i almost wanted to attack her because i was so tired of her bullshit
"if my dog is your boyfriend then yes im tired of sleeping with your dog," i said
"what??" claire said stepping towards me, but ashton grabbed her
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Love of A Bully
FanfictionVanessa has finally started her senior year of high school, just 9 more months till she leaves her bullies and abusive parents behind and starts college. she believes that this year is going to be the WORST until one of her bullies confesses somethi...
