I admit,
I was afraid to love.
Not just love,
But to love her.
For she was a stunning mystery. she carried things deep inside her that no one has yet to understand,
And I,
I was afraid to fail,
Like the others.
She was the ocean
And I was just a boy...
“ You don't love someone for their Looks, or their clothes, or their Fancy cars but because they Sing a song only you can here”
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First step? The first step to learning love!
****** Maya
I was putting my books in the locker but, suddenly I heard screaming and giggling noise. I turned around, what I saw shocked me.
Ivan was chasing a girl, as she showed her tongue while calling him stupid. As he caught her, while doing so they both fall down.
I don't know why but tears were falling down from my eyes. I–I thought he–he is going to bring light in my dark world I —
Hahaha.... No one loves you Maya! No one hahaha.....
N–No please stop, please I beg you. Leave me alone, what do you want?!
I started running towards parking area as I got into my car, I started the engine as I took a moment to breath. I speed up towards my house.
I was making my way towards my room when suddenly my mom came and asked. “Ready?”
As seeing my confused look. She explained.
“Maya baby, did you forget it's Friday!”
Oh! How can I forget this important day, on every Friday I and my mom visit church. This is all because of Ivan, why he have to come in my already ruined life. I have already so many things to deal with and I don't think that I can deal with him too. So what he brought a smile on my face, that doesn't means that someone will care for me. Maybe he does that to every girl.
“Earth to Maya....!”
“Oh, sorry mom what did you said?”
“I said go freshen up, or else we will be late.” she said, while giving me a caring smile.
I nodded towards her as I got into my room I opened my closet and removed a pair of white jeans and a white crop top.
After I got ready I made my way towards my mom.
“Maya, you look so beautiful just like an angel.”
“Thanks mom” I said while hugging her.
“Maya...”
“hmm?”
“Don't you think, you should enjoy as other teenager. Like going to the parties or hanging out with friends as other normal people do on Friday night?”
“I'm not normal mom, going to parties hanging out with friends makes me go crazy but spending my time in church makes me feel alive.”
She don't know how hard it is for me, his voice is always there taunting me, make me feel that I'm not worthy of someone's care, affecting,or love. He always says that no one is going to love me, one day everyone is going to leave me, and there would be no one to hear my plead. That's why I'm not normal. No normal teenager like me will be demotivated by their father, calling a monster a father is an insult. No one deserves a father like him, I hate him.
