Mad Man's Rambling

You.

       You mock him like a puppet. You fear him like a god. You run to him like a friend. You flea like his prey. You are nothing to him. You are just a pet. You are what gives him life. You are what gives him a reason to exist. You are the fly, and he the spider. You are just something for him to toy with before being devoured. You are the child in his cold, dark waters, drowning in the sorrow of falling for his trap. You are nothing to him, but food. He is not a friend. He is not a lover. He is a man to be feared, but... You still stay.

       You fall again and again, getting right back up to fall in his trap. You fall apart without him, yet claim you do not need him. You are a contradiction, and he is the truth. An atrocious being has won the hearts of thousands, despite it being so blatantly obvious that he's a monster. Yet... That's the point is it not? You fall for him over and over because that is what he wants. His words so cold and soothing, trying to not sound too glib despite our knowledge. "You know I won't hurt you. I only break those who deserve to be broken. You have nothing to fear. I can give you anything."

       It's a trap you fall into again and again, not because he is so sly and manipulative, but because you want to fall. You want to be this creature's pet. You want to let him in. You warn other's about his abuse, but what do you do? You go against your own words, wanting to fuck him like he's a lover, and be comforted like a child. All by the man of shadows. He feeds off you, you know, but it doesn't ever stop you. You're being slowly devoured by him, but you aren't going to stop. You can't stop. You won't ever be able to stop. He has infected you with his venom, of which there is no antidote, and has paralyzed you. You are his trophy. His toy. You aren't ever leaving him again.

      Don't be afraid love. This isn't just some delusional rant. I know exactly what I'm doing. This story has been just proving a point, that no matter what, if it has something to involve me, you won't be able to escape it. Don't run from me, I know where you're going. You've already let me in just by reading the first word of this story. You're in my domain now love, you can never escape me. You'e trembling, do you need me to be your support. Stop screaming, come now, I'm simply offering my loyal pet a hand. Hush dear, there's no need to be afraid, welcome to Raspy Hill and enjoy. your. stay.