Ten Things I Hate About...

Ten Things I Hate About Myself

I don't hate myself or anything. But I wanted to make this chapter so...
Thing 1:
I'm loud.
Sometimes, I can't help it.
Like it just the way I talk!
Then people are all like, "Shuuut uuuup."
Sorryyyyy...

Thing 2:
My acne.
Literally one of the things that I'm most insecure about is my acne.
Like boi my face looks like the Fourth of July.
It sucks.
I literally remember when I went to an indoor swimming pool I saw this kid staring at me.
He was little so it didn't really matter in my head.
Anyways, once I finished swimming, I walked into the family locker rooms when I saw him whispering to his mom.
"Mommy, she has a lot of chicken pox..."
And I didn't hear the rest cuz I left.
I know he was little but STILL.

Thing 3:
Sometimes I think I'm pretty but other times I think I look like crap.
It feels like everyone is judging me sometimes lol.
That's probably just another insecurity thing.

Thing 4:
When I have a problem, I HAVE to tell someone.
Like it's so hard to keep a secret about myself.
I always need to vent to people.
(I think they are getting sick of me)

Thing 5:
I don't know how to react to most situations.
Like sometimes if someone says something mean to my face, I just sit there.
What do you want me to do?

Thing 6:
I have a problem with saying "like" a lot.
I don't know why.
I literally type like that too!

Thing 7:
I'm not sure about my personality.
When I say this I mean I don't know how to act around people.
I have a different personality for every group of friends that I have.
And they are literally nothing alike.

Thing 8:
I almost get straight A's, but I never feel smart.
Insecurity?
I don't know...

Thing 9:
When it comes to Wattpad, it's hard for me to let go of my older books.
All my friends are always telling me to delete them but I just don't know why I can't do it!
Clinging to the memory I guess.

Thing 10:
I always think that I look weird.
I don't feel like an average looking person.
And I don't mean it in a good way.

So, that was the chapter, it was trash but ok.
Hope you all liked it?
Thankssss~