Looks like I'm in love with you -Andley

The dream which was true

The bell rang after the last period, and I almost ran out of the bathroom. I knew that if I was fast enough, I didn't meet Nathan and his gang. I looked down at the floor when I hurried out of the school building,and then ran home.
I was almost home when I spotted Nathan and his gang, biking straight towards me. I ran the fastest I could home, and saw my father's car in the drive way. 'This will never end good' I thought as I ran to the door and walked inside. It smelt alcohol,shit...
"Where the fuck have you been?! You are late! Make me some pizza, you little piece of shit!!" My dad yelled.
"Sorry" I whispered and headed over to the kitchen, and put his pizza in the oven.
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I sat in my room and the clock was 1am.I was writing a song, and I really liked it. Bam!!Suddenly mr.Purdy came in my thoughts, and pushed everything else I had been thinking about, away. Why does he have to be so perfect,so nice, so hot? Why does he have to care so much about me? No one have ever cared about me, not even my family have cared about me after my mom and sister died. So why him? Why me? It was so many questions in my head now which wanted answers. I ended up deep in my thoughts, thoughts that I shouldn't think about.
"He is a new teacher! He doesn't know much about the school yet! He just wants everyone to like him! He doesn't really care about me!he just thinks that I'm a fag like everyone else!I ended up to saying to myself after many minutes of overthinking.
I laid down in my bed and drifted slowly to dreamland.

I was laying in my bed,I was five years old. I could hear my parents yelling things I wish they never talked about. I cried and was sick of my parents arguing. I wanted to stop them, say that I wanted them to stop because I love them. My sister walked over to me and tried to calm me down, and said that everything will be okay. I cried so hard, and I knew my sister cried too but didn't want to show it. She was strong. I want to be like her when I get older. I heard a scream from my mom and fast footsteps.
"Come on kids we're going to grandma!"my mom said when she swung up the door.
We followed her out of the house. My dad was on the couch and drank from a beer can. We walked out and over to my mom's car. My teddybear! I have forgot my teddybear!
"Mom I forgot my teddybear inside!" I said .
"I can buy a new one! get in the car now!"my mom almost yelled.
"No! I can't leave without teddy!" I cried.
"Okay, I give you 30 seconds"my mom said.
I ran inside and to my room, I can't find Teddy! Where is he!? I searched for him with no luck. I walked to my dad,who had Teddy in his hands.
"Dad? Can you pleas give me Teddy?" I asked.
"Sure..." He said and gave him to me.wait, was he crying?
I ran outside and saw my mom drive away. My sister yelled something to my mom, and my mom yelled back. My mom didn't see where she was driving, and I could see a truck driving towards them.
"MOM!" I yelled with tears is my eyes.
It was too late now... I cried and didn't want to look anymore. I ran inside to dad and gave him a hug,but he just pushed me away.
"Leave me alone, Andy"he said and walked into his room. I was just staying there, alone with my teddybear and cried . No one cared about me now...