regret pt 2

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I had to be strong. For myself. I can do this.

Jungkook POV

"Y/N why.." I said as I passed by her locker. I'm leaving this place. I can't take it anymore. I ran back home crying. I went to my room and packed my things. Y/N deserves to be happy without me. As I was finished packing my things, I went to see my mom and immediately told her everything. She said if I'm happy about my decision then she will support me.

Y/N won't even mind if I leave her right? Because she's with the Jihoon guy. I'll support their relationship.. I started writing a letter for Y/N

"Hey,
I guess you won't read the whole thing but hey, i had to tell you this. Y/N i love you, I'm sorry. I had to leave because I can't stand seeing you in the arms of another man, that is not me. I'm sorry for loving another person, when you loved me. I want to kill myself for hurting you. I guess you won't mind me leaving you, you're happy now with Jihoon. Thank you for those good memories we had but I'm sorry to cut it off that fast. I wish we will have more memories, but that's too impossible because I hurt you, my own best friend. If you want to call me or hit me up just text the same number, I will always be texting and updating you about what's happening to me. I love you so much Y/N-ah!!

-Jungkook"

Once I finished writing the letter, tears started to flow uncontrollably, turning into sobs. I visited my school the last time and put the letter inside her locker. As I was passing by the corridor, I saw Y/N looking at my way. I quickened my pace and ran out of the campus. Then I went to the train station and rode the train that is going to Seoul.

Y/N POV

I wonder why Jungkook skipped class today. The class is now dismissed and I went to my locker and saw a crumpled paper. I started to be scared because of Jungkook. As I opened the letter, I knew it was written by Jungkook. Jihoon ran up to me as soon as he saw me crying.

He hugged me while I hugged him back, we stayed like that for a few minutes when IU came to us and said "Yah! Baby you told me you were going to the lavatory. Why are you here with her? You told me you broke up with her already?". I was to shocked to say anything.

"Jihoon.. were you cheating on me. This is a prank isn't it haha nice one" you said as he laughed and scoffed. "Me? Going to prank you? no thanks" he stated as he and IU laughed sarcastically. "...no Y/N you're just a dare aaaand we're over" he said and walked away with IU laughing then hugging together.

Why are people like this? I was crying as I tried texting Jungkook

To 'My baby bunny':
Hey Jungkook, are you busy? I need someone to talk to..
From 'My baby bunny':
Not busy at all. y?
To 'My baby bunny':
Apparently, Jihoon broke up with me..
From 'My baby bunny':
MWO?! WAEYO?!
To 'My baby bunny':
I was just a dare Jungkook... I wish my parents and You were here to comfort me but you went away from me when I needed y'all...
From 'My baby bunny':
I'm here at the train station... want to come with me to Seoul? I'm going there. Where are you?
To 'My baby bunny':
Yes please.. I'm on my way home.. meet me there okay?
From 'My baby bunny':
Arraseo!

I immediately turned off my phone as I quickly wiped my tears and ran to my house. Once I got in there, I packed excitedly, not feeling the pain from the break up, changed my clothes and fixed myself. I was in awe as I saw my room empty, beds, furnitures and cabinets were the only ones left there.

After few minutes, someone rang the doorbell, as expected, Jungkook appeared and I teared up and hugged him like there's no tomorrow. I started wetting his shirt because of my tears.. I miss this hug, this touch, this smell, and EVERYTHING about him. He slowly pulled away. Looking up, I felt a tear dropped to my cheek.

It doesn't belong to me. It's his... "Y/N I'm so sorry for ignoring and leaving you. I never knew that losing a person like you will make me go this crazy. I'm so crazy for you that I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Only you. I love you so much Y/N-ah don't leave me ever again." He said as I nodded. He tear the train tickets and I giggled.

Without me knowing, He was leaning in and I accidentally turned to look at him and our lips met. I will love you forever. It was really great knowing you, my Kookie❤️


I love you Jeon Jungkook.

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and CUT! HAHAHAH so uhm whatchu think

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