After that week, I reminded myself that it's the start of me and Taehyung's 'relationship'.
Taehyung walked with me to school and we held hands with me on the way to school. We reached school after awhile.
Stares, glares, whispers and whistles are heard as we went inside. Taehyung held my hand tighter as he mumbled "gwenchana, gwenchana".
"Kaja, Jagiya" Taehyung said as he raised his eyebrow and tilting his head to the left. "Kaja" I said as I smiled.
Some people gasped when Taehyung called me jagiya, so did Hansol.
Months passed by, I am still receiving hate comments. I decided not to listen to them and live my own life.
Hansol, had a new girl, basically wasn't jealous. Moving on, Taehyung remained sweet and a caring guy, just as what I expected him to be.
I started feeling weird about this fake relationship we have. I feel sad about it. I want to feel real love.
Right now, I'm watching Goblin with Taehyung, but I'm still thinking about relationships.
"Yahhh, you're not paying attention" Taehyung whined as I was still spacing out. He shook my body as I came back to my senses. "What were you thinking about?" Taehyung asked.
"I-I'm thinking about our fake relationship" you said sadly. "What makes you sad about that?" He asked.
"I-it's just that, I want to stop this already.." i said while looking down. "Oh... well you really should" Taehyung said. "w-what?" I asked.
"Yeah. We should really stop this fake relationship and-" i cut him off.
"Will you hate me? Are you mad? Will you leave me? Will you-" he cut me off this time by saying. "Let me finish." Taehyung said while tears were already trickling down my cheeks.
"Why are you crying? I will never have the intention to leave you, to hate you and to get mad at you. I want to stop this fake relationship b-be-because...-" his voice was trembling.
"because what!??" I shouted at him, wanting to know the answer. "bECAUSE WHAT KIM TAEHYUNG. BECAUSE OF WHA-"
"BECAUSE I WANT TO HAVE A REAL RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU AND THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY! I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU, I WILL NEVER EVER BETRAY YOU Y/N, I LOVE YOU THAT I WAS THE ONE BEING JEALOUS THAT YOU LIKE VERNON AND NOT ME! WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I DO! WHY? Why will you have to be with another man when you can have me?" He started crying after he said those words that touched my heart. He was right. I wasn't able to see his love for me.
"I love you too Taehyung... you should know that..." I whispered, enough for him to hear.
"y-you do?" He asked while crying. "I do..." you answered him, locking your eyes to his red and swollen eyes.
"Prove i-" i cut him off with a long passionate kiss.
You were right. A better guy will come soon. And it happened to be you. We were really meant for each other. I love you so much, Taehyung.
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AND DAS ALL HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAEHYUNG!!
(It's December 30 and yea)
Im crying so....Babush
