Fakes, Lies, and Love

Chapter 18

CHAPTER 18

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Now.... I present to you....

CHAPTER 18

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KAYLA'S POV 

*BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, BE-*

"Fuck.." I mumble under my breath as I hit my alarm. "Five more minutes..."

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*BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, BE-*

"My God!" I yell. "Has it been five minutes already?"

"Yes it has, love." I hear someone mutter.

What...the...fuck...

I try to get up and grab the knife that's hidden in my bottom drawer to protect myself from this unknown intruder.

But, I can't move. Da faque?

"And where do ya think you're going, m'lady?" he wispers.

I laugh at my stupidity.

"Hey, Nialler." I wisper-yell back.

"Good morning to ya too," he smiles.

Niall's smile could melt the sun. It's so beautiful. Everything about him just makes butterflies in my stomach go crazy. His eyes are still closed...he's so peaceful. The sun that's coming through my bedroom windows shine right on his face. It reflects perfectly to make his nice, fair skin sparkle. His pink, plump lips have the perfect curve to them when he breathes. The way his natural brown hair creeps up to the blonde hair is amazing. I know I wouldn't be able to pull that off..no one could actually. No one except Niall. He's perfect. His Irish accent makes shivers go down my spine when it rolls off his tongue. Perfect. Niall is the sweetest human being I've ever heard of or known of. He's perfect with little kids and is so nice to people who treat him like crap....Like me. I'm one of those horrid people that doesn't give a shit about anyone else... But, I do.

I don't deserve someone so special like Niall. He deserves someone who will treat him right.. Who won't cheat on him the night they start dating. He deserves someone who will make breakfast for him every morning. Niall Horan deserves someone who will put his life before theirs.

I don't deserve Niall. He's too good for me.

But how do I let him go? I just got him back. I don't want to let him go any time soon, but it's not about me anymore. It's about Niall's feelings and heart. He shouldn't go through a heart break. He deserves someone who will stay by his side through infinity and beyond.

I want to be that girl. Hell, I'd do anything to be his girl, but I can't. It won't work. It can't work. I'll try anything. Anything. Anything to try and make this work. But, I have to be prepared for the worst.

"Ya there, gorgous?" Niall laughs, breaking me from my thoughts.

"Oh what?" I ask, looking around confused. "Wait. Yeah. Yeah, I'm here."

Why do I feel this sudden tension between us? Shouldn't I feel love and compassion? No. I feel force. Maybe Niall just feels bad for freaking out on me and think that I'M the one that kissed Harry, so he's with me again..Maybe..Just maybe.