Why Him?

5

Ashley's pov 

I was literally freaking out the whole time me and Wyatt was in the car. But i'm pretty sure he just wants to be friends.  Ugh maybe Deion is right..I need to just move on. That's why i told him to talk to Tris about it. Wait why am i referring Tris as a real person. Fucking hell.  

Later that night i get a call from well Wyatt of course. i it up as he starts to talk about how he feels. Pretty much the same things he told me in the car. I tear up as i'm about to say what i need to...

"Wyatt...i'm moving to Mexico with my family..." i say softly as i hear him go quiet.

"W-what?? when??" He asks clearly worried and choking up making me do the same hating that i'm hurting him. 

"Right before Homecoming" I say feeling a tear fall to my cheek streaming down and falls onto my bed. 

"I need to see you . Just once before you leave. please!" He says. After i say no he hangs up. I lay there crying into my pillow all night. I didn't even leave the house the next day. 

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It's been a week and i can see that Wyatt is doing better. He's not at sad anymore I mean he never texts me but we talk in class which i'm guessing is good? I don't know i just feel it's wrong.

Me and Wyatt are walking to drawing class talking and smiling. He's so quiet sometimes but in a cute way.  As we walk Jack runs up to me picking me up by my waist making me screech and laugh and Wyatt's smile goes down. Me and Jack kinda started a thing recently. We met in Bio and he's also friends with Wyatt and my friend Jensen. I thought since Wyatt saw me as a friend i would try and move on get out there. 

As we walk to class Wyatt is way more quiet making me kinda feel bad. Jack has his arm wrapped around me as we walk making me blush. As we get to class jack kisses my cheek and me and Wyatt walk in.

"Hey Wyatt is everything ok?" I ask him worried. He nods and sits down and i groan "Tell me whats wrong" I say now even more worried than before narrowing my eyebrows at him and reaching my hand out for his.

"I'm fine Ashley" He shoots at me. I quickly go quiet and look down tearing up. He sighs getting up "Im sorry just...i know who Jack is and i know once he gets what he wants he will leave you hurt. I would hate to see you hurt." He says.

I wipe away my tears and look at Wyatt. "But me and Jack aren't even dating so why would it matter? He's not the first guy to hurt me ya know" I say and Wyatt nods giving me a hug before sitting back down. 

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At lunch me and Jack sit at the stairs talking and laughing. As i go on my phone I feel Jack's hand on my thigh and he leans in softly kissing my neck. I softly bite my lip and close my eyes. My eyes then shoot open and push him away "We are in school what the hell Jack"i say now mad.

He smirks raising his hand higher "Babe no one is around it doesn't matter" He says and i glare at him pushing him away standing up and walking away. I go to the library sitting down on one of the couches doing homework i get a text. Its a long paragraph from Jack talking about sorry he was and bla bla. 

I skip to the end of him wanting to come over and wanting to make it up to me. I sigh and text back saying to come over at 4. As i sit there Jensen walks up moving my legs and sitting under them. I smile at her. "Hey Jen" i say.

"Hey Ash. Wyatt was looking for you but he gave up by the time i found you" She chuckles and i smirk shrugging "i guess it wasn't important" She adds on and i nod in agreement. 

I look at her as she's this super skinny girl who has no curve but is beautiful in the face with light brown eyes and high cheekbones. She kinda looks like a model. Which she's been talking about doing since she was little. I love her so much because she call pull me out of my shell and always make me laugh in dark times. I would consider her to be one of my best friends. She has a big crush on Deion so i hope they date. Wouldnt that be funny...my two best friends dating each other. The bell rings and we get up hugging each other before both heading to class.