Our Love Won't Die

Chapter 34

Re-Cap:

"I'm done with this bullshit of yours and I wasn't stupid when you thought I didn't se you kissing with Zayn I have eyes next time go somewhere far! Oh one last thing stop being a fucken whore!" I said and slapped her. SHITT my hand slipped wtf did I just do? FUCKKK..

"Nessa I'm sorry I didn't mean to hit you im so sorry!" I said trying to help her up.

"Don't fucken touch me!! Leave me the fuck alone I don't want to see you ever again!" She said getting up and running away.

I craved after her but I didn't catch up. She ran somewhere far because I didn't see where she went.

SHITT this time I screw up why did I hit her?? I'm so fucken stupid. Now for sure she is gonna run away with Carter and leave me here stranded.

What was I thinking. I seriously fucked up! Now for sure she isn't gonna forgive me.

I need to go look for her and explain. Probably he went back to the hotel. No I can't go back there everyone is gonna be pissed and carter. Shit Carter!! He is gonna kill me wait no worse he is gonna beg her to go with him some where far from me.

Stoop!! I need to calm down and take deep breaths I can't just show up and act like nothing happen when I just hit my babe.

Vanessa's POV:

I tried explaining things to Matt to make him understand. I didn't want to keep this feeling inside and hide this secret from him. But here we were out of control arguing and I couldn't control him.

He slapped me... He fucken slapped me! How could he do this to me?!? I never seen this side of him. I should of never opened my big mouth.

Now I'm here alone some where I don't even know. I can't go back to the hotel and pretend like nothing happen. I will probably break down and now I can't face Carter cause I'll probably spill everything out and he will kill Matt.

I need to find a place to stay for at least this week because we are leaving to L.A this weekend. I don't know if I will be able to forgive Matt after today I don't even know I still want to be with him anymore. I love him and everything but I'm not gonna deal with someone that control them selves.

Matt's POV:

I'm just gonna leave to L.A tomorrow morning. I can't go back after what I just did this time I screwed up badly. Wait I need my stuff at the hotel I can't just leave my thing there. I'm just gonna go and buy my airplane ticket.

I walked back to the hotel.

....

"Bro we are going to go out and eat do you want come?" Taylor asked me once I it in my room. I looked around and there was no sign of Carter.

"No thanks bro I'm leaving" I said.

"Leaving where?"he asked me.

"To L.A" I said getting my suitcases and shoving everything that could fit.

"We are leaving on Sunday Morning"

"I know it's just that I want to be far away right now" I said.

"Is Nessa going with you?" He asked me. Hit what am I gonna say "No because I fucken got pissed and slapped her and now she don't nothing to with me that's why" I said it to myself.

"No" I said getting my other stuff.

"Why wait did she even come back with you?" He asked with a confused look.

"No and because..." I said it to low.

"Bro spill" he said sitting on my bed.

"We got in a fight and I accedently slapped her and she left me there and she don't wanna fucken be near me!! I fucked up!!" I spilled everything. Shit I couldn't stop myself from telling him.

"What the fuck! Why would you hit a girl? And most important Vanessa!" He said getting from my the bed.

"I said I accedently slapped her okay! I couldn't control my temper!" I said.

"Dude! You should leave then before carter finds out and kills you!" Taylor said with a smirk on his face. I could slap that smirk his face but I need to stop.

"I don't care about him! I care about Nessa I fucken love her and I'm afraid she won't forgive me and run away with Carter!" I said sitting on the bed next to Him.

"What do you mean by her running away from carter?" He said with a raised eyebrow.

"She has feelings for Carter and Carter likes her back and they kissed and they want to run away far away from me and-"

"Bro slow down!" Taylor said.

"I need to leave now!" I said grabbing my things.

"Wait! Matt please call me when you get to ur destination okay boo!" Taylor said.

"Yeah I will! Thanks listening to my bullshit!" I said and going him a hug.

" I'm always gonna be here for you!" He said.

...

I was about to get into a cab when I bumped into Brent.

"Sup bro!" Brent said.

"Hey! How you been?" I asked trying to be nice.

"Great! You?" He said.

"Okay I guess!" I said with a fake smile.

"Where are you going?" He asked.

"Buy a ticket to L.A so I can leave tomorrow morning!" I said.

"Brice and I are heading back to L.A later on tonight if you want you can come with us" he suggested.

"Sure" I said.

"Alright we can head to my hotel and tell my bro so we can leave in a few hours!" He said walking.

"Okay! Thanks Brent!" I said following him.

"No problem" he said helping me with my suit cases.

...

We got their hotel and I greeted Brice.

He said we were gonna leave in a few hours but we first ate. All I could think about was Nessa.

After a few a hours later Brice said that our driver was gonna be here and that we were gonna head to L.A by car so it will be a long car ride.

...

All I want is to be far away from her right now. So I could think things through and find a way for her to forgive me. It's going to be really hard but I need to try ...

This is gonna be a long week mostly since she isn't gonna be here with me.