let's make it happen(boyxboy)

Chap9. Change man

A/N: I'm bringing sexy back yeah, them other don't know how to....

yep I'm bringing sexy back with deux des hommes les plus sexy du monde

So we already did a recap of the first seven chapters, I might add another, but not soon. I do them cause I'm not a great writer, and since there are a lot of Pov's, it might get hard to follow the story. If you feel lost recap is at the beginning of chap 8, well let's start

                                                                     

I'm a changed man

'Cause you mean that much to me

And I don't wanna be done

I'm doing all that I can

Chris brown : changed man

Zayn POV

I don't know why but ,im really excited to over Justin's crib . These past few days we started hanging more and I have to say Justin is hilarious and outrageous at the same time.

Last time we hang he had to use the men's room ,and since he had no idea as to where it was ,he decided to take a piss in a mopping bucket that was near us.

I was laughing so hard my side hurt , especially since he got caught by the paparazzi ,doing his business in the open space.

He still gets on my nerves  most of the times , but now its more bearable than before.

So tonight were going to a Lakers game ,even though I have no idea how to play basketball I still enjoy watching the game .

What? im from England ,if you haven't notice ,we are more interested on soccer and cricket .

In my country balls are meant to use by foot ,not hand.

Anyways im the only one going , because every one came up with a lame reason not to go .

Well I didn't have the heart to bail on Justin like these other traitors who came up with the idea then back backed out the last minute.

Justin is picking me up in one hour so I better start getting ready, I can't go out looking like a bum, and I most certainty cannot let Justin see me looking like one.

Not that I want to look sexy for him or anything.

Anyways I'm done he should be here in about a few minutes.

Never mind that he's already here.

I'm so excited for our date, uuuuugh I mean I'm excited to go see the game, were just hanging out.

no it's  date, just friends (sort of) hanging out together.

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"These Four Walls"

I feel so numb

Staring at the shower wall

It's begun,

The feeling that the end has come

And now the water's cold

I tried to eat today

But the lump in my throat got in the way

In this time I've lost all sense of pride

I've called a hundred times

If I hear your voice I'll be fine

And I, I can't come alive

I want the room to take me under

'Cause I can't help but wonder

What if I had one more night for goodbye?

If you're not here to turn the lights off, I can't sleep

These four walls and me.

Niall P.O.V

I feel numb, I have been feeling like that for days.

I feel worthless, must be why Liam wouldn't even look at me or talk to me.

I sing about love, screaming on top of my lungs of how beautiful it is, when in reality it is a gut wrenching pain .

Something that leaves you empty, with an unbearable pain when it's not returned.

It is nothing like the romantic songs, stories and movies portray.

I was too stupid in love to realize that Liam would never see me that way.

He must have known of my feelings and tried to make me feel better by kissing me.

The act must have been really revolting to him that he had to get away.

I love Liam, but just being his friend was enough for me.

Unfortunately ,he didn't think the same.

He raised me up, just so he could drop me down and crushed my soul in pieces.

Im empty and broken inside, but I don't let anyone see that,and especially not him.

I have hoped, wished and deluded my self into thinking he could maybe one day feel the same, but as always im wrong.

A/N: Goal: 15 votes