let's make it happen(boyxboy)

Chap 25.My song for you.

Yeeeey I'm back after some months. Oh well ,let's get to it.

Story so far Zayn had an argument with Justin, found a girl in Justin's bed . He ran off, got hit by a car....... and now

Justin P.O.V

Since the day of Zayn's accident, I forever hated hospitals.

The scent, the various scenarios, the doctors coming in rooms trying to save their patients, while others walk out to bring bad news.

That day the boys and I had been sitting waiting to get info about zayn's condition for hours, all we knew was that he had been going to surgery for four hours, and we were still waiting.

Niall was inconsolable, Harry was just seating there with a lost ans faraway expression . He was too shock to function.

Louis was looking at him. It was as if he wanted, to go to Harry, but he was forcing himself to hold back.

Yeeep that was four months ago. Now as I sit on the hospital chair examining his features, I can say he had changed a lot.

His short hair is now long enough to reach his shoulders, Niall loves combing them. Sometimes he puts them in ponytails.

It's almost christmas, and I'm getting desperate. The paparazzi has forgotten about him.

They have apparently moved on to news/drama worthy. I guess it's a good thing.

I can't believe he will spend christmas in coma. Since tomorrow is christmas the boys won't be here.

They have to make a special appearance somewhere , I guess it's just me and Zayn and those medical monitor equipments in the room.

"Justin,you should go home get change . We will spend the night , then tomorrow you can take over since we won't be here'' Liam offered.

That night I went home. I didn't sleep a wink. I kept remembering the times I spent with him.

The times when we went at each other's throat like cats amd dogs.

The times we would spend just talking, kissing. Or the first time we had sex.

And that time he stripped for me on my birthday.

How mind blowing it was. How miss his smart comments. How I love it when he was being witty.

Before I knew it it was morning. I ate breakfast, but I had no idea what I ate or what it actually tasted like.

I'm a mess, I feel lost . I want him back. I prayed . Something that I had long forgotten how to do.

Although seeing him on that hospital bed , breathing only because of these machines scared the hell out of me.

I prayed day and night . I don't want to lose faith. I know I have been bad, really bad but I pray to heaven that he comes back to me.

As I became lost in my thoughts I didn't realize how much time had passed till the boys called me.

When I reached the hospital it was seven thirty at night, the boys left once again it was me and him.

I looked around the room, it was light up, very christmas like ,it almost radiated happiness,but Zayn wasn't awake.

Even though I'm not sure if he could hear me I started to talk to him.

"Hey Zayn babe, I'm so sorry. I don't know why you ran out on me that day. Gosh maybe it's because I was a b¡tch the day before " I said.

" I was a jealous jerk , I like you Zayn ,I like you so so much. And right now I'm loss with out you please comeback to me " I said choking with tears.

"This was supposed to be our first christmas together,it was supposed to be a merry Christmas, but I can't even see your smile. Please baby comeback,open those beautiful brown eyes for me" I begged yet there were no answer.

I spent half an hour sitting in the quietness of the room, I looked in one corner and saw a guitar.

We may not be able to celebrate Christmas with every one else , but we'll have this moment either way .

I strung the firts chords before I started to sing with all my hearts for him , hoping he could hear every words and know that I mean every single one of them.

Didn't know what to get you
Ordinary just wouldn't do
But I just found the perfect gift for you

I hear church bells a ringing
Carolers are singing harmony with me now
You are looking so lovely
Oh, even if the lights go out

We've got mistletoe and fire light
On this cold December night
The snow outside will set the mood
As I sing my song

We've got mistletoe and fire light
On this cold December night
The snow outside will set the mood
As I sing my song for you
Sing my song
Sing my song for you

"Merry Christmas " I heard a raspy voice say right after I finished the song.

I looked up in shock to see these beautiful brown eyes looking at me ,and those beautiful lips smirking at me.

No way..... I'm speechless. I can't believe it . This truly is a merry Christmas I thought as I crushed him in a hug,and breathing in his scent.

Author's note: Ho Ho Ho Merry Christmas . Comment vote . See ya.

Do forgive grammatical errors if there is