Paint

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If I could paint
With the color of despair
And show you my pain
I wouldnt even dare...

Because the tear
You left on me
You can't even see
You don't even care

All these complaints of mine
Won't help, won't change
They might even be why
All I do, you hate.

It seems like all I do
Is wrong anyway
You don't wanna listen to
What my heart has to say

So I feel like if I paint
With the colors of despair
You would inflict me more pain
Than I would be able to bear.

And so the silence remains
In my mouth but not my mind.
This one can not be tamed,
Or held back with a chain.

I know I may sound weak
And after all it's legit,
'cause when I get hit
I lack the courage to turn the other cheek

So as long as you're by my side
The suffering will continue
I won't be able to change my life
I will only feel like residue.

If I could paint
With the color of despair
And show you my pain
I wouldn't even dare
And you wouldn't even care...


















Im really sorry for the late update... I wasn't feeling inspired but a recent event has given me more inspiration.
Thank you for understanding 💕

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