Love?

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One day...

Leo was used to see Ravi playing around but he was being way more than friendly with Ken and he was not happy at all. He tried to ask for an explanation but Ravi got angry at him and pushed him. Leo didn't understand.

Ravi: Let's end this.

Leo: What?

Ravi: We are not happy anymore. Can't we just go back... to the old times when we were just friends?

Leo: Is that what you really want?

Ravi: Yes.

Leo felt his heart ache... He couldn't say anything... If Ravi was not happy with him...

Leo: Then we'll do that...

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Leo went into his room and hit the piano keys in anger before throwing everything to the ground. He broke something that seemed to be made of glass because he had accidentally hurt himself with it... he grabbed the object and looked at the pointy end... he touched the pointy ends with one hand, it was sharp like a knife but not as smooth... seeing his own blood on it, for a moment he had a silly thought...

Hyuk: Hyung, are you okay? *enters the room*

Leo: *sniffs* it was all a lie... all...

Hyuk got scared when he saw his hyung directing that thing to his own body.

Did Leo think maybe he could end it all like that? But the youngest jumped to take the object he had in his hand before he could hurt himself.

Hyuk: Hyung... Hyung!

Hyuk saw the blood on the glass and began shaking. Leo got worried about the kid and came back to his senses.

Leo: Hyukkie... I'm sorry, I'm fine... I'm fine. Look at me. I won't do that again. It's just... *sobs* It was all a lie...

Hyuk: I should call Ravi.

Leo: Don't. Please... Don't tell Ravi.

Hyuk: But he is your boyfriend.

Leo: He is not my boyfriend. Not anymore. And I don't want him to come back to me just because of this. I was weak for a moment but I'll be fine... I still have you all, right? Jung Taekwoon may not have a boyfriend but still have people he cares about and who care about him... I'm sorry if I scared you... Also, don't tell Hakyeon.   I'm fine.

Leo didn't want to worry the leader, especially now that he was going to host a tv show. Hakyeon had been practicing a lot and even though he would just be one of the hosts, he seemed all excited and ready to brag about it. Leo didn't want his smile to disappear just because of his stupid problems. And he didn't want to be sent to doctors again.

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Leo was standing in front of a door. The door was not completely closed, all you had to do was push it a little and it would be opened... He could hear the sounds coming out of that room... he could also recognize the voices coming from inside that room...

Hyuk: Hyung, are you...why are you just standing in front of his door like that?

Leo: Eh? Ah... no, I was just lost in my thoughts.

Leo walked away but Hyuk got curious...

He also heard a familiar voice so he peeked inside the room...

Hyuk: Ravi hyung?

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Hyuk: I used to admire you. I wanted to be just like you but... I never thought you could be like this.