Jess P.o.v
I was just lying on my bed starring at the roof when I heard a knock on the door. . "Who is it?" I asked not moving a muscle "It's me" I heard Harry say. "Is anyone else with you?" "No, they are in the living room." "OK it's open." I then heard the door open and him walk in. I still remained in the same position.
I felt the bed dip and I turned my head to see that Harry had laid down next to me. I then turned and looked back at the roof. "Hey, jess." "Hey Harry." "So Liam said you wanted to talk to me." "Ya I do."
It was silent for a few minutes then Harry broke the silents. "You know Jess He really feels bad for making you up set" when I did not respond he continued. "When I went to talk to him this morning he was locked in his room crying on his bed. He was really upset and mad at himself for hurting you. He is afraid that you will never talk to him again. I told him that you said the lads and I ruined your chance with him."
I turned and looked over to Harry. "You really told him what I said?" he turned and looked me in the eyes before answering. "Yes, and he said that if anything he is the one that ruined everything." I stayed silent for a minute thinking.
"He did not ruin anything I just over reacted. My emotions have been uncontrollable ever since" I stopped there not wanting to talk about what had happened. "You did not over react and ever since what?" I did not answer I just looked back at the roof.
"Jess you can tell me I promise I will not tell anyone." "Have you ever noticed that there is different shapes on the roof" I said trying to change the subject. "Hey jess come on don't change the subject you can tell me anything I will not tell anyone it will stay between you & I." I sided before speaking.
"Ever senses I was a kid I was the outcast no one ever talked to me unless they wanted something. I did not have very many friends and I was made fun of and bullied often. Having gone through this for years I learned to suppress my feelings, but I guess I kept them in for too long. I know I would crack eventually. That's also the real reason I moved across the world I wanted to start over and forget, but I guess that when y'all where pushing me on stage and when he ignored me it just reminded me of my child hood. I know you did not mean any harm by it and I don't want you to blame yourself it's just something that I need to work on." By now we were both sitting up and I was on the verge of crying.
"Hey hey it's ok come here." I crawled into his arms and he hugged me. My head was in the crook of his neck and I could not hold back any more. "I am so sorry Jess I did not mean to make you feel like that I only wanted to get you two together." "No Harry it is not your fault I know you had good intentions and you did not know. If anything it's my fault for letting everyone get to me."
He pulled out of the hug and held me at arm's length. "No Jess do not say that it's not your fault if anyone it is the people who did those things to you." "Harry you won't tell anyone about this will you? I want to be the one to tell when I am ready. And it was hard enough to tell you." "Don't worry I won't tell anyone it will stay between us ok." "Ok thank you." I said pulling him in for another hug.
We hugged for what felt like hours before we pulled away after hearing the door open. Once we pulled away we looked over to the door but only to see Niall standing there he looked kind of mad.
"I will leave so you can talk. Jess call me if you need me I will be down stairs with the lads." Harry said getting up.
"The guys are about to leave to go eat and want to know if you want to go Harry." Niall told Harry.
Harry looked over to me and I could tell he did not want to leave me alone. "Its ok Harry you can go I will be ok if I need you I will call." "You sure?" "Ya go with them." "ok just text me if you need anything." "Ya bye Harry." "Bye Jess Bye Niall." "Bye Harry" Niall said.
With that Harry left and that left me alone with Niall. "Hey, Jess can I talk to you?" "Um Ya sure come in have a seat." He walked in and sat on the other side of the room in the chair at my desk.
Niall P.o.v
After Harry and I got to her house she seemed off. once we sat down she left to go upstairs. Awhile latter we heard steps coming down the stairs so we turned to see Zayn and Louis and a minute later Liam came down. After Liam told Harry Jess wanted to see him he went upstairs.
"Are you ok Niall." "What, o ya I am ok I just over reacted. I just really want to talk to her." "You will get to talk to her just give her some time ok." "Ok liam." "Let's watch tv" Louis said turning on football (Soccer).
After about an hour harry was still not down. "I am going to see what is taking Harry so long" Louis said getting up. "NO I will go I want to talk to her." "Ok just don't force her to talk to you and see if Harry wants to go eat with us" Zayn said. "OK I will."
With that said I went upstairs when I got to her door I did not hear anything I knocked softly before going in. once I was in I saw them hugging I did not say anything I just stood there.
Once they pulled away harry said "I will leave so you can talk. Jess call me if you need me I will be down stairs with the lads" As he got up. "The guys are about to leave to go eat and want to know if you want to go Harry." I told him while I was looking between the two of them.
Harry then looked over at Jess with a questioning look."It's ok Harry you can go I will be ok if I need you I will call." "You sure?" "Ya go with them." "ok just text me if you need anything." "Ya bye Harry." "Bye Jess Bye Niall." "Bye Harry" with that he left.
I waited until I heard the front door close before talking "Hey, Jess can I talk to you?" she just sat there for a minute before saying "Um Ya sure come in have a seat." I walked in and sat on the other side of the room in the chair at the desk not wanting to be to close in case she is still upset.
"SO what do you want to talk about" she said going and sitting on the end of the bed. "O ya, um I am sorry for the way I have been acting towards you. You do not deserve that." "Niall its ok."
"No it is not I should not have ignored you when you called me back stage. I was just afraid I guess. I thought that I don't know that may be you were going to yell at me for kissing you." I was pacing around the room by now running my hands through my hair.
"Niall?" "and when I kissed you on stage and you did not kiss back I just knew I ruined everything and when the show was over and I walked back stage and I saw you talking to the guys. you just looked mad and upset so I pretended not to hear you when you called." "Niall?"
"I don't know why I did it. It was stupid I should have...."
Jess P.o.v.
Niall just kept rambling on and on, and now he is pacing the room. I have tried to stop him but he just kept going. I am sure he did not hear me and after the second time he did not listen I just got up and walked over to him and smashed my lips to his. He was in shock at first but soon after he kissed me back. After a while we pulled away and he rested your forehead.
"Niall?" I said breaking the silent and pulling away and sitting on the bed. "Ya, Jess?" he said coming and sitting by me. I looked down and thought for a minute before speaking.
"Niall it was not all your fault I over reacted. It's just that with everything that has happened it brought me back to my past. And the reason I did not kiss back on stage is because I was shocked I was not expecting it. I am sorry."
"No it's not your fault and I should not have just kissed you like than I don't know what I was thinking. What happened in your past?"
"If that is the case then I should not have kissed you just a minute ago and I really don't want to talk about my past."
"I did not mine that kiss it was a nice way to be told to shut up. Ok you don't have to tell me if you don't want to." I laughed at his first statement.
"So are we good." "Ya we are good Niall. Do you want to go eat? I am hungry." "Good and ya lets go eat I'm hungry too." We then got up and left my flat on are hunt for food.
