Jess P.o.v
What could Harry want to talk about. I walked up stairs and went to my room. I was sitting on my bed just staring in space when Harry walked in.
“Hey, Jess.” “Hey harry so what did you want to talk about?” “You know what I want to talk about.” “No no I don’t.” I said turning away trying to hide my smile.
“Don’t look away from me.” Harry said trying to get me to look at him. “Come on tell me.” “Never I will not brake.” “Don’t make me tickle you.” “you would not dare” I said looking at him wide eyed while I backed away. “NO Harry stop.” “Not until you tell me what happened.” He said while he continued to tickle me.
After a while I could not take it anymore. “Ok Ok you win I will tell you.” “Yes victory is mine. Now spill.” “ok so after you left.”
Flash back
“Hey, Jess can I talk to you?” “Um Ya sure come in have a seat.” “SO what do you want to talk about.” “O ya, um I am sorry for the way I have been acting towards you. You do not deserve that.” “Niall its ok.” “No it is not I should not have ignored you when you called me back stage. I was just afraid I guess. I thought that I don’t know that may be you were going to yell at me for kissing you.” “Niall?” “and when I kissed you on stage and you did not kiss back I just knew I ruined everything and when the show was over and I walked back stage and I saw you talking to the guys. you just looked mad and upset so I pretended not to hear you when you called.” “Niall?” “I don’t know why I did it. It was stupid I should have….”
Niall just kept rambling on and on, and pacing the room. I walked over to him and kissed him.
“What you kissed him?” “Shh Harry im tring to tell a story.” “Ok Ok continues.” He said putting is hands up in defense.
“Niall?” “Ya, Jess?” “Niall it was not all your fault I over reacted. It’s just that with everything that has happened it brought me back to my past. And the reason I did not kiss back on stage is because I was shocked I was not expecting it. I am sorry.” “No it’s not your fault and I should not have just kissed you like than I don’t know what I was thinking. What happened in your past?” “If that is the case then I should not have kissed you just a while ago and I really don’t want to talk about my past.” “I did not mine that kiss it was a nice way to be told to shut up and ok you don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to.” “So are we good.” “Ya we are good Niall. Do you want to go eat I am hungry.” “Good and ya lets go eat I’m hungry too.” Then we went to Nandos as we were leaving you called. When I was done talking to you we walked throw the park.
“SO you lied to me and went to the park instead of coming home?” “Harry will you please stop interrupting, and we just walked throw the park to get back we did not stay.” “O ok continue.”
‘As we were walking he grabbed my hand. "Sorry" he said. "Why are you sorry?" "I...I did n not mean to grab your hhhand. Things just got better for us and I do not want to rune any thing again." "Niall don't be sorry I really did not mind and you did not rune anything. I thought we were ok."
"we are i just thought that you would want to take it slow." "Niall really yes i don't want to take it too fast, but i don't think holding hands is moving too fast.”’
End flashback
“And that is when we walked in and y’all saw us holding hands.” I finished up and layed back on the bed waiting for Harry to say something. “Umm Harry is everything ok?” he was quiet for a minute. “Wow. Umm so y’all are like together now?” Harry asked a little sad. “No we are not together, but I thoutht you would be happy we worked things out.” “I am happy.” “Do not lie to me Harry I know when you are not happy. So tell me.” “I am happy you two worked things out its just…” “It’s just what Harry you can tell me anything you now that. If you don’t want me to me with him I won’t.” “What no Jess it’s not that. I don’t know it’s stupid.” “Come on Harry tell me or I will have to tickle it out of you.” By now we were both facing each other with are legs crossed on my bed. “Ok ok I will tell you just don’t tickle me.” “OK I won’t now spill.” “I just thought that if you two get together then you would be spending all your time with him and you won’t have time for me anymore.” Harry said looking down at his lap playing with his finger. I lifted his head so he looked me in the eye. “Harry that will not ever happen you are my best friend and that will never change no matter who I am with. Yes I will want to spend time with whoever I’m with sometimes, but I will always have time for my best friend. Ok Harry no matter what no one will come between ‘You and I’ are we ok now?” (a/n no pun intended) “yes thank you Jess.” I then pulled him in for a hug.
