Stab Her in Her Back

Chapter 14

Tracy
I've been sleeping alone for the past few weeks. I need me a nigga. Sigh. I miss Jeremiah. I miss the way he held me and kissed me and fucked me. Gosh he is blessed. He knows how to put it down on a girl. He knows how to make a girl feel right. Ain't no nigga ever put it down like him.
"You like 9-5 I'm the weekend." My phone sang.
"Hello?" I answered.
"Hey Tracy." Lawrence said.
"Felicia isn't here."
"I know. Can you tell her I miss her? I need some pussy."
"If you need pussy you called the right number."
"You for real?"
"Yeah."
"When you wanna meet up?"
"Whenever you ready."
"How about now? You busy?"
"Now is fine. You remember where my place is?"
"Yeah Ima be there in 15."
"Alright."
Lawrence hung up. I don't mind throwing it at Lawrence. We used to fuck around a lot. So he ain't nothing new. While he was dating Felicia sometimes he would come over. They used to get in petty arguments and shit and he would talk to me about it. And a few times we ended up fucking. I didn't feel any remorse. She still doesn't know up to this day and I rather keep it like that. If she finds out that's just more drama. I'm just tryna live my life.

After a while I heard a knock to my door. I walked to the front door and opened it. Lawrence was standing in the door way. I grabbed his hand and led him into my room. Both of us undressed each other. Lawrence bent me over my dresser and fingered me.
"Ooohhh." I moaned.
"This pussy nice and wet." He said.
He fingered me until I came. Then he slid inside of me and started to fuck me slowly.

Felicia
The fine ass brotha came to my restaurant everyday for lunch. And every day he would request that I bring his food personally. I got to know him a bit. His name is Xavier. He works at Home Depot. Today I'm off so we arranged to meet at Starbucks. Both of us love coffee. I can already see that we will get along just fine.
Xavier sat in front of me and stared at me.
"What?" I asked.
"Sorry you just look so beautiful." He responded.
"Thank you."
"So what do you look for in a brotha?"
"Somebody who's supportive respectful loyal and caring. And doesn't just want sex."
"Oh."
"You think my standards are too high?"
"No not at all. For somebody as beautiful as you the standards should be high."
"A lot of brothas told me my standards are too high."
"That's cause you way outta they league."
"You think so?"
"Yeah girl. You beautiful, smart, and you running your own business. You shouldn't settle for an unemployed nigga with no car and a crazy baby mama."
"You're right."
"Since I'm outta these niggas league what makes ypu think I should settle for you?"
"You don't have to. I'm just making an attempt with a lady way out of my league praying for the impossible to happen."
"Wow."
"What?"
"Impressive."
"How was that I'm impressive?"
"Cause you didn't make it seem like I need you. You did tell me what I wanted to hear. You came out honest."
"I don't think a woman needs me unless she wants to believe that on her own. And I rather tell the truth. I ain't gonna pretend to be the perfect nigga. Ima be me and if a chick can't accept me then she ain't the one."
"I understand."

Cece
Wayne sucked on my tits. I leaned my head backwards and moaned loudly. Wayne slipped his hand in my pants. Then we heard a loud knock to the door. Wayne handed me my shirt and I put it on. I got up from his lap and buttoned my shorts. I walked  over to the door and opened it.
"Cece I'm sorry about everything." Jeremiah said as he handed me flowers and chocolates. I don't like chocolate. And flowers are over rated. I sat the stuff on the floor next to my feet. 
"I done told you I'm over you. Get it through ya skull." I replied. Jeremiah grabbed me by my shoulders and kissed me. I slapped the fuck out of him. Wayne walked up behind me.
"Baby you good?" he asked.
"Yeah." I replied.
Wayne wasn't wearing a shirt. Jeremiah sized him up.
"Alright I get it. I ain't wanted here. Can I have my son for the day?" Jeremiah said.
"Yeah." I replied.
I walked down the hallway to get James. I heard Wayne say something about Jeremiah watching my ass.
I picked up James from his crib and grabbed his baby bag. I walked back in the living room and saw Wayne on the couch. He looked really angry. Jeremiah was nowhere to be found.
"Where did Jeremiah go?" I asked.
"In the car." Wayne replied.
I carried James downstairs to Jeremiah's car. I put him in the car seat and buckled him in. I kissed my baby on his forehead.
"Cece." Jeremiah said.
"What nigga?" I sassed.
"I broke up with Tracy for you."
"You did that after 10 months. Did you expect me to hold on after 10 months?"
"Yeah."
"Nigga I ain't no fool. I moved on with my life. You should try it."
"Moving ain't work for me."
"Cause you tried to move on with a knock off."
I went back upstairs.
I got in my apartment and sat next to Wayne on the couch.
"Baby you good?" I asked.
"Yeah." He responded.
"You sure?"
"Yeah baby."

Raniqua
Today Shayne asked me to move in with him. I told him I'd have to get back to him. I don't want to leave Felicia by herself. And the rent expensive as fuck. I don't think she can pay for that by herself and deal with the restaurant. I want to spend more time with Felicia before I get married. I know she gonna miss having fun with me. Ima miss the stupid shit too. Felicia came in my room.
"How was your date?" I asked.
"It was good." She replied.
"Tell me all about it."
"Well we talked. And he is more than perfect. He didn't even hit me with them lines."
"So he ain't like them other niggas?"
"Nah. He ain't even hit me with that line."
"Damn he sounds perfect."
"I know."
"You going on a second date?"
"Hell yes bitch."
"So we have a situation."
"What?"
"Shayne wants me to move in with him."
"Oh."
"I don't wanna leave you."
"Girl you engaged. You gonna leave me after the honeymoon."
"I know but I don't wanna leave so soon."
"Its okay if you leave now. Girl live yo life. I'm happy for you."
"You sure?"
"Yeah girl."
"What about the apartment? You can't afford the entire rent."
"I will move too."
"Okay."
"I love you girl."
"I love you too."