Yeehaw

forty seven

Halsey
i think i represent everyone when i say what the hell happened

Lauren
she meant it.

she says she loves me and i'm damn worried

i can't say it back to her you know

not yet. I dont move that fast and i wish i could say that to her cause i feel like i'll lose her if i dont do it soon

Halsey
if she really loves you, you won't lose her

she'll wait for you if she means wat she says

Lauren
i want to think that but in my measly few years of life its taught me that its not always like that

People leave and hearts break and its all a part of the passing days yknow

Hurt has become so natural to me and i dont want to keep my hopes up now ashley

because if she leaves it will take so long to pick myself up out of the ashes

we've only spent about two to three months together and gone out on some dates and hung out but already i cant imagine my life without her

i feel what she is saying to me

i just cant verbalize it rn and i hope she understands

Halsey
try not to worry, i think she will

life has hurt us all but there is always the breaking point where the tides calm down and we are allowed to breathe and live again and i think this is one of those times

and i love you so much and i will be here no matter what

now pls put the aristotle book down and get some rest okay?

Lauren
i cant sleep Ash

can we watch a movie instead?

Halsey
yeah no prob

Let me make some hot chocolate, you can pick the movie

Lauren
Thanks

See you in a bit 💜