Need.
I'm not doing this for you, I'm doing this for me.
Why? Because, I'm tired. I'm tired of following, tired of being a slave, tired of my heart getting crushed, tired of my heart hurting, tired of you.
I need you, I really do. But if I'm going to be the only one who wants this, might as well end this.
Our friendship? That's all we'll ever have. All I'll ever receive from you. Why? Because you prefer someone new & "true".
It hurts. It hurts to see you, my love, prefer someone else. It hurts to exert all my efforts but end up ignored. Don't know how it feels? It feels like I just got killed.
I'm sorry. I know I can't make you love me, but please, oh please, forgive me.
Okay?
-V
