Sad story's and writings

My mind

Me on the outside: I'm ok yeah don't worry about me I'm ok depression what's that?? Lmao I'm good fam I don't care what they say there haters oof pain ain't shit

Me on the inside: you'll never be good enough, they all hate you, there talking about you behind your back,your annoying,your fat,your ugly,your not a real friend, you can never be happy, there judging you, they don't care about you, your just a waste of oxygen,your family hates you, they despise your presence, they pity you,your going to eat that fatass your singing sucks people can't stand your voice did you think you were special your dad resents you your sisters don't miss you your mom acts like a two yr old your real dads a drunk and a druggie your family is nothing but a bunch of murders, drunks, druggies, hurtful as fuck to you face it your fucked up and dumb your worthless you even hate you and tbh NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE YOU

The battle from within is a battle I cannot win