Decode (Graser10 FanFic)

Nightmare

Warning if you are sensitive to self harm please don't read this chapter

Zach's POV

She hasn't left her apartment in a week she hasn't picked up her phone I'm getting worried. I went and got the key she gave me. Going into her apartment and not knowing what to expect when I walk in. When I walked in it was like nobody lived here just a clean apartment "Adrian are you here?" Turing to the closed door of her bedroom I grabbed the door knob it was locked "Adrianna Marie Let me in its me." Nothing I knocked louder "Adrianna let me in." Complete silence. I Messed with the door knob and I got it open. When I first walk in all I see is ace bandage all over full of blood. I looked over an I saw she had her beats on.

Looking at her night stand a razor blade. Checking her puls it was still alive but she was really pale. I shook her but she didn't move. Then I looked again at her night stand and there was a empty medacation bottle wich was empty I looked at the label and it was her sleeping medication then under that was a note I wasn't worried about that. I scooped her up and went and drove her to the hospital. I looked around and it was like the hospital was empty then I saw a nurse. "Please help me my friend took to much of her medication and she isnt waking up." She looked at me then checked her puls "We need to get her in now!" She took Adrianna from me and put her on a streacher.

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I was sitting in the waiting room well waiting when I remembered The note that was on her night stand wa in my hoodie pocket I opened the note and started to read it

Dear Zach,

When you find  this letter I will be gone. We had a lot of good times together and bad times but this last bad time we had killed me because I just figured out that I have feelings for you and I am just pushing you away. You deserve better than this you need to be happy and move on from me. But knowing you will be strong. I want you to know that I am crazy in love with you from the day we first met and I will never stop loving you.... Even Graser dosen't compare to you. But please Zach don't be sad because I'm gone go on live your life and DECODE all of the secrets that it has in store for you.

                                                                   I love you, Adrianna

Tears streaming out of my eye I never knew that she felt the same way about me the way I felt about her.  GOD I'm so stupid why didn't I get the door that night. We wouldn't be here. "Zach?" I looked up there was a doctor. "She is awake now but she is an emotional wreck I need you to go talk to your friend and try to calm her down please."

When I get up to her room I saw her look at me. I walked in to a monster that was not my best friend I closed the door "GOD ZACH WHY DIDN'T YOU LET ME DIE I WAS BETTER OFF DEAD THAN ALIVE!" My jaw dropped "I'll tell you why I didn't let you die....." She crossed her arms "Well I'm waiting." My blood boiled "THE REASON WHY I DIDN'T LET YOU DIE IS BECAUSE I LOVE YOU ADRIANNA!!" She was quiet "You love me?" I rolled my eyes

"Yes I AM crazy about you Adrianna. I was head over heels for you the day we met but you where going on dates with all these guy I never had the chance to say Adrianna I am Truly madly, Deeply in love with you. I love you more than anything or anyone on the world and I want to be with you and only you. Telling you this I hope you feel the same way." I looked at her and she was tearing up "Zach..."