DON'T DENY the PAIN (Yandere guy × reader)

Lost in the oblivious

*it's a long story* Well let's get on with it!-

[Y/N]
"The knock that I had heard had surprised me. I haven't had a regular person visit me in a long time. Well what I mean by a regu....nevermind."

*i shouldn't say anything about THAT to them*

"Once I had opened the door.....i don't know.."
"What do you mean you don't know?"

"I can't remember."

*why can't I remember?! All I can remember was that if I ever saw what I had seen then I would need to run as far and as fast or......i don't know?*

"Well maybe you wouldn't be able to find out about my parents.."

"Are you sure your okay (y/n)? Your face is turning pale."
"Oh no I'm fine I just forgot I had something important to do at home do you think we could talk about this later when I start my job?"

[Zen](actually kind?)
Zen looked surprised because he had forgotten about giving (y/n) the job.

"Yeah that's fine you can start next Friday at 10 Am."

He then watched (Y/n) leave and head out the door.

*What happened to her?*

"Um master?-
"!?!"

Sebastian talking had taken Zen out of his thoughts.

"Wasn't  (Y/n) supposed to be In bed rest for the rest of the afternoon?" Sebastian had asked with his straight black hair moving over his eyes.

"Just let her do what she wants for now." Zen says turning away from the direction  (Y/n) had left. He then frowned because he knew Sebastian was snickering behind him.
"Shut up."

[Y/n]
I rushed out as soon as I diddnt feel his eyes could reach Me.

*why can't I remember?*

As soon as I got to my apartment I quickly shut the door feeling paranoid.

*was it a person that I saw or....a thing?*

Saying THING had triggered something in my head.

[BACK THEN]
I was about 14 or so: I was walking through the grave yard that my brother was buried at. It was then that I had seen a person dressed in all black and had silver long hair, but what stood out most was his mesmerizing green eyes that were surprisingly cold.
"Who are you?" i asked.
He looked about a few years older than me.

"Why are you here?" He had said ignoring my question.
"Im here to meet my brothers neighbors." I had said.

He looked at me with a questionable look.
"Are they to meet you here?" He asked.
"No."
"What is your name?" The mystery man asked.
"I shouldn't tell strangers things they shouldn't know." I smirked."but my brother is here." I had said pointing to the small grave stone. "And I'm here to meet his neighbors."

He just stared at me, his eyes cold.

"Why are you here?" I had asked him.

"*I'm actually here for your brother*."