The Female Playa

12

*alex p.o.v*
I felt my phone vibrating, i cracked open my eyes a little to see Shawn had me in the head lock snoring in my ear. I rolled my eyes and wiggled out of his grip. I grabbed my phone, a shell, and a gram of weed and headed towards the kitchen. I went through his refrigerator and grabbed an apple, strawberries, bacon, biscuits, eggs, and some apple juice. I put the bacon and biscuits on. I went through the cabinets and found some grits, i put them on the stove and turned IT on low. I sat in the chair and ate my apple while i went through my phone.
Jas: bitch you trending on ig
Jas: where are you
Jas: Marco keeps calling my phone
Jas: girl call me ASAP

Marco: Bitch imma kill you
Marco: answer yo fucking phone
Marco: tell that nigga he dead
I read a few more threats from Marco and shook my head slowly

Brother: imma fuck you up dancing on that nigga like you a ho
I rolled my eyes

Mommy: you didn't come home last night are you ok?
I texted my mother to tell her i was fine and went straight on instagram. As soon as i opened the app I had 100+ friend request i looked right on my TL to see the video of me grinding hard on Shawn. If i were a few shades lighter i swear I'll be red right now. I read the comments. I️ seen a lot of "go girls" and a few girls calling me a ho. I seen Marco arguing with some niggas under It. I closed the app and continued to cook.
I really didn't feel any type of way about the video getting out I just felt like i really messed up with Marco. I felt myself tearing up but voted against letting the tears fall. I really do like Marco and i really like Shawn. I texted Jas to let her know what was going on and how i felt.
I grabbed a plate and put the food i prepared for me and Marco on one plate because i didn't have an appetite to eat any more, i grabbed a bowl and put the fresh fruit i cut up inside i poured the apple juice and grabbed the large blunt I rolled and walked towards Shawn room to hear him snoring. I giggled as i walked in his room and sat his food on the night stand next to him. I sat on his stomach and kissed his face. "Wake up" i said in his ear. He opened one eye and smiled.
" good morning" he said said in that low and deep sleepy voice.
"Uh-un go brush them teeth first" i said while holding my nose. He laughed and went in to the bathroom. I lit the blunt then followed him in there. I wanted to take a quick shower so i quickly undressed while he watched me and hoped in the shower. We sat in the bathroom passing the blunt back and forth while i showered and he brushed and washed his face.

We went back to his room where he ate his breakfast and i got dressed in some of his clothes.
I was really feeling him. He was so obsessed with me and i loved it. I watched him eat his food and caught me. "What the fuck you looking at" he smiled
I rolled my eyes and turned my head. " clearly yo ugly ass." I shot back. " ugly? I get bitches" he said cocky. " I'll smack all them ho's" I jealously said. I never catch feelings and it was irritating tf outta me. He laughed.

We talked for a little while longer then he took me home because he had to go to work.
I walked in the house and heard laughing coming from the kitchen. I walked in the kitchen to see Marco sitting at the table laughing with my dad. He looked me up and down and just that fast i forgot I had all of Shawn clothes on. He looked so irritated.
" hey my princess" my daddy spoke up. "Hey daddy" i said before darting to my room. I walked in and was so surprised to see all the I'm sorry balloons and bears and roses. I quickly locked the door and stripped. I put Shawn's clothes in my dresser neatly folded and grabbed my outfit for the day. I know i smelled like Shawn so i took another shower.
When i got back in my room Marco was there laying on my bed flipping through the channels. I rolled my eyes.
" c'mon man how long you gone be mad at me?" He asked with puppy dog eyes. I stayed silent as i continued to get dressed and he watched. " Listen I'm sorry bae, you just mad me so mad and i know i should've stayed and talked it out but i was scared to admit what you said hurt me. I never seen myself falling for you like this" he spoke sincerely. I can tell he meant it by the look in his eyes but as bad as i wanted to jump in his arms and kiss all over him i couldn't. I wasn't ready to catch feelings. I'm the female player none of these niggas mean nothing to me is what i was tryna tell myself.
He walked closer to me and kissed my neck and hugged me. "I miss you lex, I know you miss me, you always tryna act hard." He said while pulling me in a hug. "I do miss you Marco" slipped out of my mouth. He smiled " I work all day today but tomorrow you coming home." He said referring to his house. He gave me a peck on the lips and walked out leaving me there with my thoughts. As soon as I was sure he left the house I screamed. I called jas and let her know what was going on. "I don't know what to do jas." I spoke truthfully. "Who do you like more?" She asked "I don't know. Shawn is so sweet and smart and he's obsessed with me and Marco is a hood nigga and you know i love hood niggas" i giggled "He's aggressive but gentle with me." I frowned. "I never thought you would be in this situation" jas said  truthfully cause neither did I. I'm so hard on niggas. I never give a fuck about what a nigga got going on.

After another 10 minutes on the phone with jas she had to get off the phone and get ready for work so i decided to call Candice (the stripper). She was a pretty cool chick and was all about her cash plus her ass was fat.

"Wassup girly"
" I just need some advice from a friend." I said truthfully.
10 minutes later paris was knocking on my door.
My brother opened the door for her in awe. She had on some little gray shorts with a matching hoodie. Once again her ass is fat. He mouthed to me to put him on but i just flicked him off. The last time i put him on with a friend he did her so dirty she cut me off too.
Me and Candice were laying in my bed while i gave her the run down. I told her everything that was going on with these niggas. I figured she would know since she is a little older. She asked what their names were.
"Shawn and Marco" i said. Just saying their names did something to me.
She stiffened up and gave me a look of shock but quickly softened her face. "Girl fuck these niggas. Honestly you're young don't stress your self out about it. 10 years from now you probably won't even remember them." She said. Even though i hated the thought of neither one of them not being in my life she was right. I sighed. "Your right" I said.
"Don't think about it to much." She said. Her phone vibrated and she quickly picked it up and smiled. "ok hun. I gotta go I got business to take care of. She said while walking out. I put my head under the cover and pushed the thought to the back of my head.
Maybe a nap will fix everything. I said to myself while drifting off.