Feelings That Come Hard

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BPOV

"Mama" I heard Cameron say as I was cleaning the kitchen "Mama" He sang as he walked into the kitchen with his power ranger doll. He loves that show more than anything, so Lucas and I decided to give him and Gabby their own rooms. Luke and Nathan are decorating it for him. It is going to look fabulous "Mama" He said again.

"Darling are you okay?" I looked down at him.

Cameron nodded holding his arms out for me "Up on their Mama" He said and I smiled at him. Gabby and Ally are with Peyton and Rebecca. I wanted Cameron to stay with me. I haven't really spent time with him and I have realised I have been all about my girls and never him.

"Okay buba" I pick him up and put him on the counter beside me "So what is my gorgeous little man doing?" I see him look up at me with his baby blue eyes as they sparkle at me and his dirty blond hair looking just like his daddy and I love it.

"Me pwaying with him" He holds up his doll for me and I smile taking it from him and start to tickle him hearing his laughter rumble through the house "Mama stop" He laughed trying to move my hands from his stomach "Mama pwease" He pleaded. I stopped tickling him and he wipes the laughing tears from his eyes as I kissed his forehead.

"Wanna go park buddy?" I ask and he nods "Okay let's go" I took him from the counter and grabbed my bag heading out.

We got the park and Cameron ran straight to the jungle gym. He loves going down the slide. Normally I would have both twins and they would play in the sand pit, but today Cameron decided to go on the jungle gym as I sit on the bench watching him.

"One of these monkey's yours?" I hear somebody ask

"Yeah actually the one over..." I stopped when I turned and saw Chris sitting next to me "I thought you and Britney left with your twins"

"Where going Brooke" He looks into the distance watching the park "We just wanted to wait until after your wedding?"

I shot my head at him feeling like it was about to snap off. What does he mean after my wedding? Who fucking invited him anyway because I didn't "What do you mean after my wedding?" I ask shuffling to the side a bit suddenly feeling too close to him.

"We were coming to your wedding then where leaving on the first flight to London" This isn't right. What makes them think their invited.

"You weren't invited to my wedding Chris" I state feeling confused "What makes you think after what you did to me that I would ever think to invite a creep like you to my wedding?"

"Brooke I apologised" Chris says slowly and it creeps me out even more

"Yeah well sorry doesn't mean anything" I stand up to walk away and stop turning to look at him "You and your family including Britney aren't welcome to my wedding" I then shuffle my bag rightly on my shoulder and head over to Cameron who is standing by the swing. I look over at where Chris was sitting and see him looking at me. he then stands up and leaves. I shake it off and pick Cameron up putting him in the swing seat and lifting him and then letting it go and hearing the excited squeals coming from him.

Once Cameron seemed a little tried we heading for Ben&Jerry's. Cameron walked in front of me so I could keep an eye on him "Mama can I have chocowate pwease?" Cameron asks as I look at the lady behind the counter.

"Of course little man" I say seeing his eyes sparkle again "Want chocolate sauce as well"

I see him nod "Yes pwease Mama"

I order his ice cream and we sit in a booth as he gets all messy. I laugh at the chocolate sauce all over his mouth and top "You like buddy?" I question already knowing the answer.

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