To end everything was a life goal.
I wish I could put an end to my depression, so that everything else would just stop.
No more tears as I try to sleep,
No more of feeling sad,
No more delusional thoughts,
No more attention seeking,
No more emptiness,
No more worries,
No more burdens,
No more of unhappiness,
An infinity list of things that could come to an end.
But only to realise that this
PERFECT ENDING was only made when I had ENDED my life with
Suicide.
YOU ARE READING
A Book for Me.
PoetryBlack dog ; a metaphorical expression referring to melancholy or depression.