A Book for Me.

hey.

I didn't get to see you today
but I saw your post of you in hospital
I just hope that your not in for the reason I think it is

Tell me it's not.

I want to tell you what I went through and how shit I was and that I need you here .

I want to take care of you even though I don't know how to.

Please tell me you didn't do what I think you did.