living life on the outside

the now

hi. i'm Emma. I was a normal teenager. I am 16 and from pennsylvania.  I am a typical teen who hangs out with friends and all that good teen stuff until one night, my life changed.

3/4/17
I was so excited because my best friend andrew got his license. little did he know I was basically in love with him but let's put that aside. he and I were going to burger king because we both love it!! he was a pretty good driver every other day except tonight. He was going 50mph on a 45 mph road which was normal for someone I guess. another car came out of the driveway on my side and smashed into me. it was a steep driveway and no one would think to pay attention to it. the other car slammed into my side and I felt the car spin i couldn't comprehend what happened. my head slammed on the front of the dashboard and the car then did something I couldn't remember. my head broke open the glass on the window because of how forceful it hit the glass. I don't know what happened to andrew yet. currently i'm looking at my own body sitting in the hospital bed. my mother on the side holding my hands with my grandma and wiping tears while praying in hebrew which they rarely do. my dad showing up late because he was never involved in my life and my brother in the chair crying but emotionless because he was never good at expressing emotions. I look at the door and my friends are reaching over to me and hugging me while giving me balloons and stuff. I smiled at them. oh how I missed them and they couldn't even see me. all they saw was my lifeless body that was induced in a coma by the doctors for reasons I don't know yet.

marcus pov
I was scrolling through instagram and saw all these pray for emma posts and I got worried. I texted her best friend lindsey and asked what's going on and she told me everything. I got into my car and went to the hospital. emma always cared about me when I was feeling low. she never didn't care when I texted her i needed her or posted i wanted to vent. I arrived at the hospital and saw the monitor beeping. it was  like everything was dizzy I was looking at her soft eyes closed and her lips shut. she looked so peaceful. "hi marcus?" her mom said confused. "hi yeah i just wanted to visit her is that okay?" I smiled. "of course honey. i'm going to go get coffee and food. all the friends are getting food at the cafe feel free to have some alone time" she said taking a deep breath. I nodded my head for the thank you.

emma's pov
MARCUS? MY EX CRUSH WHO I WANTED SO BADLY BUT NEVER PAYED ANY ATTENTION TO ME? THE TUMBLR MAN OF MY DREAMS CAME TO VISIT ME? WHAT IN THE WORLD! "hi emma" he whispered softly. "I don't know if you can hear me but you stood by my side so i'm going to stand by yours. you always meant so much to me. thank you" he then held my hand. I WANT TO FEEL THIS. INWJZJHWHWHW I was so happy but sad at the same time. "i know you stalked my vsco and liked this song" he said laughing and played lust by lil skies. holy shit how did he know? I know every word to that song because it was like it somehow bonded us. he was talking to me about poems and stuff which was so cute and made me happy. I watched him carefully push my hair out of my face. I then decided to leave the hospital room.

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