Max

Chapter 45

YESSSS I CHANGED THE TITTLE (AND COVER) SO DONT FREAK OUT OKAY??

Tell me what you think ;)

Anyways love you!

Kisssseeesss *

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Max

"What?" My own irises widen.

"I..." Lou is at loss of words, and so am I.

"But...how..?" I bite my cheek trying to co,apprehend her words.

"I'm...sorry, I'm so stupid" She shook her head.

"No...it's fine...I just...its...it was just so sudden..." I fail at making her feel better.

"No..it isn't....just...sorry" She hugs me.

"Everything's fine" I lie, just the tiniest bit.

"I'm going to go..." she says and I nod and she stands up and leaves. I sit there for a while but give up, and find myself in front of the bathroom mirror. I stare at my plain pale skin.

I can remember how ugly I have always considered myself.

Too fat, too skinny, too tan, too pale, too crazy, too sad.

Everything had always seemed to be wrong with me.

I look away from my reflection. I can feel the stupid tears coming for no reason. I swallow the lump in my throat.

What is wrong with me?

Am I on my period or something?

The door swings open and a blonde girl walks in. She sets her Gucci bag

on the counter and takes out some lipstick.

She looks carefully in the mirror and applies the crimson tint across her thin lips.

It makes me  think about my own chapped and full lips for some reason.

I give her a small smile and go out the door.

"Hey!" Zayn gives me a smile.

"Hey" I smile back.

"We're having a party tonight, do you want to come?" he asks.

"I..can't, I'm going to go see Dylan." I lie.

"Well maybe next time?" he says hopefully.

"Yeah maybe next time" I agree and he gives me a peck on the cheek. I can't help but turn away with small smile, feeling the blood already rushing to my face.

I'm finished with my work so I can head home...well the Payne's house.

I know the driver is waiting outside so I take the flight of stairs over taking the crowded elevator.

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I lay on my bed and my phone buzzes next to me. I turn it on and read the text.

Hey! its me harry! r u ready for tonight?

I smile at myself.

yessss I'm almost ready, what time r u picking me up?

I jump off my bed and go to my closet.

Whenever ur ready

My phone goes off again.