Super Far

Saglit III

Bea's

"Babe! Wake up, today's my last check-up." She said slightly tapping me on the cheek. I groaned but held her hand and slowly opened my eyes.

I still cannot believe she's my wife now. I mean, I'm not a mess I am more than that when she found me.

My wounds are not completely healed when she held my hand.

My scars are still fresh and can go back to open wounds once touched but, she hugged me.

My heart is like a puzzle and it's pieces are scattered but she built it one by one oblivious of the absence of the pattern.

There's still one last piece missing and she can't find it, it was a lost cause. I'm a lost cause.

That's what I thought but, she never gave up. She can't find the missing piece anymore so she made not exactly similar to that piece. But enough to fill every spaces of it's part.

I am no lucky, again, I am more than that. I am blessed.
I am blessed He let me have her. I did not deserve a lady like her but still God knew what I needed. I need her.

I need her more than anything. These mem'ries made me nostalgic as I remember my vows.......

"Babe! First word yet my tears are already flowing." I heard laughters from the crowd.

"Are you sure you are going to marry this dumbhead in front of you?" I asked, she kicked my left foot. And again, laughters.

"Ouch Babe you're good at kicking I love that hehe." I said and continued.

"Owwkaaay, Let's put on my serious face now! So yeah. Babe you know, even if you are not sure I know one thing you can be sure of, and that is marrying me, it is the only decision you'll be sure of for the rest of our lives. Its quite messy and quite not easy to understand right? Just like how I am when you haven't found me yet, and even if you already found me I'm still super messy literaly and figuratively."

"I drunk every single night, until I, became we. We drunk every single night but I can't believe your tolerance is better than mine. Your amazing haha, you listened to every drunk stories I said."

"You cleaned every little mess I made, you accompany me and tolerate my craziness, you shed light in my dark world, you lift me up whenever I feel like I'm falling down, you held my hand whenever I stumble, you made a hopeless into  hopeful, you made my sun shine again, you made me cry not for pain but for joy, you made me believe in myself again, you made me see my future and that is with you, you made my nightmares go away and you made me trust love again."

"You know what I love most in all of those? I love the very first word of this question."

"We rise and fall for love. I held your hands and you held it tight. I hugged you and you embrace me. I love you and you love me more but I love you most. And that's what only matters to me. Our love, tho it wasn't perfect, our soul knows that it is special."

"Babe, I love you. Only you but it'll no longer be always you." She kicked my left foot again. I groaned.

"I am not done yet kasi, tsaka Babe dapat ung right foot ko naman sinipa mo para pantay hehe." She glared at me.

"Ohw, sabi ko nga itutuloy na. Syempre Babe if our baby is out na it'll no longer be always you but both you and him." I said, scared. Hindi na yata nakatiis kaya nagsalita na.

"Beatriz, hindi pa ako buntis. After this you'll make me." She said seriously.

"Ahh-- eh--- ganon ba? O-- o nga sabi ko nga later Babe haha!" I said blushing in excitement.