Super Far

Mundo

"Mundo"

San darating ang mga salita
Na nanggagaling sa aming dalawa
Kung lumisan ka, wag naman sana
Ika'y kumapit na, nang di makawala

It was your smile, your smile that captivates every walking soul of every passer by.

It was some gloomy afternoon inside Ateneo, I was waiting for nothing below the shade of the clouds at Moro. Eyes still close, I felt someone blocked the remaining ray of light right before my face. I opened my eyes and my vision got a bit blurry from resting, nevertheless I still saw you, talking with someone.

Maybe your friend, you laugh, and I find it more relaxing than sitting on my favorite spot at Moro and waiting for the sun to peek again and cast its last set of light through me.

I am lost for words, my mind made its own chaos and my system came crashing and my soul leaved my body for a moment. I was searching for the right words to say but failed miserably.

And right before I lost my chance I spoke with all the remaining sanity in me.

"Miss, are you not going to apologize to me? I mean, you and your friend disturbed my kind of rest." I said, nervously and embarrassed.

Really? What the f*ck did you
just said? You freakin' numskulled, bubbleheaded creature?

"Ahhh, I'm sorry? We just didn't notice your presence right away, so, sorry for disturbing you, we're just gonna transfer na lang. Sorry talaga Miss."

Ilang months na rin. Lagi akong nagpapabalik-balik doon, hinihintay na masilayan muli ang iyong mga ngiti na nakahahawa.

Hindi ka pa rin nadaan, ilang beses na ba akong umasang ikaw ulit yung haharang sa sikat ng araw sa t'wing napapadpad ako roon.

Gusto kitang makita I just don't know how. I'm wondering, ano kayang course mo? Mabait ka kaya? Or magugustuhan mo kaya ako? Makukuha rin ba kita sa ngiti ko?

Palabas na ako ng cafeteria nung nakita kita sa isang table kasama mo mga kaibigan mo, masaya ka pa rin. Kailan ka kaya lulungkot at mapapadpad sa paborito kong lugar sa Ateneo? Sabi kasi nila karamihan ng tumatambay sa Moro malungkot.

O kaya naman kailan kaya kita makakasamang umupo at pagmasdan ang buwan na palitan ang araw?

Gusto kitang lapitan, gusto kong tanungin ang pangalan mo, mga paborito mo, mga ginagawa mo lahat, lahat lahat ng tungkol sayo.

Para namang dininig ng kalawakan ang mga nilalaman ng aking isipan.

Napadpad ang mga tingin mo sa gawi ko, gusto kong pahintuan ang oras na sa akin lang nakatitig ang mga mata mo.

It's like our eyes made an inexplicable contact and took us into another dimension where the unspoken words became our own language and you understood what's beyond my very soul.

You stood up and asked me to join you and your friends since you caused me trouble the last time we saw each other and that, it will serve as a peace offering.

Aking sinta, ikaw na ang tahanan at mundo
Sa pagbalik, mananatili na sa piling mo
Mundo’y magiging ikaw

The only thing I wished was to be with you. But G and faith really loves me to allow me to be this close to you.

Ever since that encounter in our caf. we developed something. Something that every words in my vocabulary can't explain.

Is it just me or you too feel the same? I just hope you do.