All I can say is it hurts,
It hurts so much, I can't bear the feeling.
It consumes me.
I take out the anger and pain on everything around me
I hit the steering wheel
I scream at the top of my lungs
I play my music loud enough to make myself deaf to the world
I trash my room and break things
I drive as fast as the vehicle will go
I cry until I can't see
I drink until I can't think straight
I smoke until I can't feel anything
I can't sleep most of the time
Or eat
I'm dead to the world
You killed me that night
And I haven't been awake since
The only thing I feel is the hurt you caused me.
I'm numb to everything else.
