Chapter 1

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My phone lit up in the darkness of the hotel room. I was trying to sleep but couldn't help but reach for my phone. I saw Jimin's number and sighed. I didn't get any sleep what so ever and have to get ready. Jimin and the the other five guys planned to surprise Namjoon. I haven't seen him for three months and we can barely communicate anymore. It was Jimin's bright idea to surprise him since they are coming to Seoul.

I reply to Jimin's text saying that I'm awake and getting ready.I opened my social media and checked my feed. Just seeing what haters have to say gives me a boost. Some comments are quite funny and make me enjoy life even more. After I read everything, I got up out of bed and opened to curtains. The morning sun spills into the room leaving me blinded. I let my eyes settle to the new light and walk to the bathroom.

My long lilac hair touches down to my bellybutton and my big brown eyes look tired. I give off a sigh and start with my hair. Curling my purple hair, leaving it down. The softness of my hair is something Namjoon loves. I look into the mirror and smile, remembering the last time he played with my hair. I start to do my makeup which is something I don't do often. It normally takes me fifteen minutes to get ready but today is special.

After I do my hair and make up I go straight to my closet. "What to wear...." I mumble to myself. I take out a pair of black skinny jeans with rips along the knee cap. I wear a maroon crop top that only goes up to my belly-button and a dark green cardigan. I throw on my favorite black boots that make me feel taller.

After the long hour that it took for me to get ready, I leave the hotel and drive up to meet Namjoon. I turn up the radio and listen to Exo. I'm in a good mood and the happiness makes me dance. I for one cannot dance what so ever. Though, I try to have fun so the drive doesn't feel so long. If only that worked... The drive feels like a lifetime until I finally get to the vinue. I run out of the car forgetting the heals on my feet. I stagger and try to get my balance back. I take a deep breath and keep on moving. Instead of practically running, I speed walk. I make it to the door and fling it open while breathing hard. I text Jimin letting him know I'm here.

"계단을 왼쪽으로 내리고 문을 던졌다."

Why Korean? How did he know what I said if he can't speak English? I sigh and try to remember what Namjoon has taught me. Okay if I'm correct he said, up the stairs, to the left and through the door. Okay, I got it.

I follow Jin's instructions and walk upstairs. My body shaking with happiness because I finally get to see him. I can't wait to see the look on his face when he sees me hiding behide Jin's shoulders. As my loud feet walk up the stairs I noticed Jin waiting for me. His face lights up when he sees me.

"MOM!" Jin says loudly while forgetting about the fact that Namjoon was behind the door.

"SHHH! You're going to get us caught! And don't call me that!" I violently whisper. Jin smiles and hand gestures me to come behind him. I skip to him with my loud feet.

" Did you really have to wear those? You're going to get us caught." I totally forgot about wearing these shoes and how loud they were. I slipped them off and held them behind my back. I walk behind Jin's broad shoulders and whisper that I'm ready to go in. I followed in Jin's footsteps and went through the door behind him. I could hear the room get silent as we walk in.

"Hey RapMon we got a surprise for you!" Jin says with excitement and he quickly stands aside of me. Namjoon looks up and shot up from his chair. After that all I could see was a big ball of blonde fly to me. I was hit hard with a hug. It felt so much better with his arms around me. I felt home once again.

"Hey." He said to me in a dark low whisper as he looks down at me with a smile.

"Surprise!" I whisper silently. I forgot the other six guys are in the room and looked up and smiled at him. Still in Namjoon's arms, I say hello to everyone. They all reply with "Hi mom!" and I just shake my head and smile. It feels good to be back. Real good.

"So how is life as an idol treating you?" I ask Namjoon. We are off in the corner of the room cuddling while the other guys were eating. We play with eachother's hands and talk.

"It's not the best. You know. Keeping you a secret and all. It's not easy. You have no idea how bad I want to write you a song but I can't because people would know the truth."

" There are already a lot of rumors, why not just write me a song? Put all the rumors arrest and be happy." I say while looking up at his smiling face.

" There are two problems with that. Number one: BigHit would not like this very much. It would just cause a big war between BTS and BigHit. Number two: You would be in the target of haters. Crazy fangirls. They would all try to take you down with hate. I don't want you to deal with all that. Also the rumors, do people already give you hate? If they expect it to be you then they must be hating." Namjoon got serious for a moment. I didn't know what to say. I don't want to tell him because I don't want him to worry.

"I haven't experianced any hurtful words used against me. I promise that no one is hurting me." I saw with a slight smile. I learn up and give him a soft kiss.

"I'm okay." I whisper on his lips. I lean back on my seat and give him a soft smile. He smiles back and we stare into eachothers eyes.

"Hey RapMon it's time to go! Show is about to start!" Jimin yelled braking the sweet silence between us. Our time was up for now. RapMon sighs and looks at me.

"I'll see you after the show. Then you'll have me all to yourself." Namjoon said smiling down at me. I smile back and lean in for a kiss. I get up and smile.

"See you soon."

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