Chapter 14 (END)

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A/N : Hey fam (͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) How's life? Meh, anyway enjoy this amazing ending  ( ˘ ³˘)❤

*whispers* it's Namjoon's POV

I get ready for Norae's funeral. The media is going nuts ever since the suicide. The haters still show no mercy. I look into the mirror of myself in my black suit. I have lost all colors and happiness in my life. I have a big hole in my soul that will never be filled.

"Are you ready hyung?" Tae asked as he walked into my room. The room I used to share with Norae.

"No." I say grabbing my coat. I wasn't ready to bury the girl I loved.

"Let's go." I said in a low voice. I got outside of the hotel room and down the hall.

I see the boys in the lobby and notice Yoongi wasn't there.

"Where is Yoongi?" I ask. I'm not really caring at the moment because he still upsets me. He wasn't there when Norae needed him.

"He's a no show. Let's go." Tae said in a low growl. The rest of the boys got up and followed. All of them looking in sorrow. Jung kook and Tae were crying. Jimin's eyes were red and puffy. Hoseok wasn't a smiling ball of sunshine anymore. No one was.

We get to the funeral where there were cameras lined up. Looks like the world gets to see our sorrow. I'm fine with it. I want to show the haters how much it hurt.

We get out of the car and walk slowly. I want them to see our pain and how much it hurt us. I walk with the boys and notice people holding up signs.

"JUSTICE FOR NORAE"

"YOU AREN'T ALONE!"

"STOP THE HATE!"

The boys seemed to notice the signs as well. They all looked at me but I ignored and went inside. I could stand the cameras flashing and people screaming questions.

"All of you here? You guys are carrying Norae's casket right?" A man came up to us and asked. I didn't want to hear her name. It's too painful but today was the last day that I would see her.

"You guys ready?"

No.

"Let's get this over with I guess." I say and get up at the front of Norae's casket. My head held down low. The boys are behind me, helping me carry her casket. We had a choir perform Norae's favorite piece, Light and Gold.

As I walk down with Norae's casket I hear sniffling. I see people crying and faces filled with sorrow. We reach the end of the aisle and I couldn't bring myself to let go of the casket. I wanted to hang on to her just a little longer.

I walk up to the podium to give my last goodbyes. I stare at the crowd of cameras. I take a deep breath and start to speak.

"Norae Lee was a ball of sunshine. But the sunshine faded a long time ago and I never even noticed. She meant the world to me. Her world, however, was taken over by hate. Yes, I'm talking about all the haters..."

I looked straight into the camera.

"I hope all of you haters know that you are a murderer. You killed someone. The one I cared about. And for what? Because you love me? Because you idolize me? Well let me tell you this, how is life now? I still don't like you and I will never ever do so. You killed my sunlight."

"Enough of that..." I clear my throat. And begin to talk more.

"I miss Norae. We all do. Anyone who knew who she really is would fall in love with her instantly. She was her own person.  She was my spring day. I would give up my own eyes to see her one last time. I would give all my finger tips to touch her once again. This will forever leave a scar on me. I hope you're happy." I step down from the podium, trying to keep the tears in.

I look back at Norse and walk out. I couldn't take it anymore. I had to leave. I couldn't take it.

Norae.

I love you.

Namjoon

I love you too.

A/N: IM GOING TO BE WRITING AN EPILOGUE TOMORROW 👌 I HOPE YOU AREN'T CRYING. ILL GET TO WHY I WROTE THIS ENDING LATER. ლ(́◉◞౪◟◉‵ლ)

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