I was there again, just like in my nightmares. I saw myself getting trowed into a house, the familiar pain. Every time exact the same scene, and each time I saw it, it reminded how fragile your own life was. I was getting sick of it, I didn't wanna see it anymore. Giving in to your pain is weak.
Everyone has a weakness, once you have found your weakness, you can overcome it and become stronger. That is my motto.
Now I must become stronger and overcome my fear. I must stop crying, and move on.
I woke up with a increased heart rate, gasping for air was necessary. Quickly looking around, I saw I was in a infirmary. I sat up and breathed deep in and out. The sound of the door opened and there was a doctor. '' I see you are awake. '' he said. I rolled my eyes, '' No I am dead you see. '' I said sarcastic. The doctor chuckled, '' They had already warned me for your attitude. '' '' who are they? '' I asked curious. '' the other delinquents, they are quite worried. '' he said sighing.
I lied back down, '' so how bad is it? '' I said serious. The doctor looked on his clipboard, '' As you know the event you have experiment, gave you a trauma. But because of the stress you also got unconscious hyperventilation. Without you knowing it, you can go hyperventilate. It doesn't have a pattern but exercising can stimulate it. '' the doctor said. '' Doc, I already know that. I know my limits. The memory just triggered it. Usually it isn't so worse, I just need to sit down and relax a bit. '' I said irritated.
He sighed, '' Your heart rate is unsteady, do you have more stress than usual? '' he asked clicking his pen. '' yeah I do, I must win the games. '' '' ahh I see, it is best you don't participate. '' he said writing something down. I was shocked, did he really just said that? '' Hell no! If I don't participate I will never be satisfied. '' I cried out. '' it is for your own good, if you go on like this your heart can stop beating. '' I laughed, '' no matter what, you can't escape dead. I die here in a cell, I die in the games or my heart stops beating. Well if I must choose I say dying in the games. '' I said challenging. The doctor sat on my bed, '' I obviously can't stop you, but I must warn you. Please be careful and know your limits.
There is still 2 weeks left until the games. '' '' WHAT?! Only 2 weeks, I have slept for 2 freaking weeks? '' I began to panic. '' no, now I don't have enough time. '' the beep of the heart rate thing began to beep faster. '' Please, calm yourself. These are the things you mustn't do. '' the doctor screamed. '' Shut it. '' I said dangerous. The doctor backed away and ran out of the room. '' Damn it, 2 weeks... '' I swung my legs of the bed and stood up, I ripped all the instruments of me and I walked towards the door. Struggling to keep myself up and not to give in to the black spots in front of my eyes. Every step I took landed with a curse.
Finally I reached the door, the stupid doorknob wouldn't move a bit. The doctor had locked me up, is he out of his mind?! '' Well, let's do it different then. '' I chuckled. With one hard kick the door flew open. The proudly swung my hair over my shoulder. '' First normal cloth, second finding Austin and last.. food, uwaa I am soo hungry. '' I sighed.
I got to my cell avoiding every single person I saw. I changed into a clean tank top and shorts. First thing done now the second. Where is Austin? I walked to the gym and asked around. No one had seen Austin today, he hadn't been coming for a while. That was very strange. Next I checked the cafeteria, while I was there I already did the last thing. I stuffed myself full with food. I threw my plate away and continued to search for Austin. I checked his cell, no one was there. I asked guards and finally I got some useful answers. '' Ahh Austin, a doctor came by just not to long ago. He asked if Austin would come with him. '' a guard said. I face palmed myself. I thanked the guard and sprinted towards my former bed, which lied much better than my own. I turned a corner and I bumped into someone, hard. '' Can't you watch out where you go- '' I got attacked in a hug. I struggled but soon I realized it was Austin himself. '' Stupid where have you been? I have been looking all over for you? '' I said hugging him tighter. He released me and looked me straight in the eye, '' Same goes for you, young lady. We have been worried for so long and then you disappear all of a sudden. '' he said scolding. ' There is it again, the brother scold. ' I thought sighing. Well he did have a point after all. '' I am sorry, but I wanted to find you as soon as possible. '' I said looking to the ground. '' I am glad you are okay, for now. '' he said reassuring. '' For now, what do you mean? '' I said irritated. Austin laughed sheepishly, '' I heard your condition and you bring stress on yourself easily, so for now you are okay... I will make sure nothing happens. '' He said proud. I pouted my lips, '' Are you saying I shouldn't compete in the games? '' I asked suspicious. That shocked him, '' no-o, of course not... '' he laughed, '' Or can I? '' he asked hopeful. '' NO, you can not! '' I screamed.
'' Young lady, I forgot to give you something. '' The doctor interrupted. I looked at him and held my shoulder up, '' What is it? '' I asked. He held out a little box, '' What's in it? '' I asked suspicious. '' Just look. '' the doctor said sighing. I took the box and opened it carefully. In the box was a cute white bracelet with a white diamond on it. '' What beautiful... I never knew you felt like that. '' I said amazed. ''that is not it, it is a special bracelet that is new. This is the first one. It shows with colors your mood, I changed it so that it is for your heartbeat. When your heartbeat is going to fast the diamond will be glowing black, when your heartbeat is going to slow the color will be blue and I also set one mood in it, for others people sake. When you are angry it will be glowing red. '' he finished. I snapped my fingers and pointed at him, '' Angry hé, yeahh that might come in handy. '' I said laughing. I put the bracelet around my pols and it shone brightly for a second. '' Thanks that's really helpful. '' I said, he held out his hand and I shook it. '' I hoop to see not again. '' he said sarcastic. And then the doctor left.
'' Noo I forgot! '' Austin suddenly screamed. '' Because of your absence you couldn't fill your name in for the games! '' he said panicked. My eyes widened, '' if I am right they are picking the files up today, you can still make it! '' he reassured me. I didn't wait any longer, I sprinted towards the reception. Bumping into everyone I passed. I turned the corner and I smashed into the reception desk.
The lady behind the desk was shocked. The first thing she asked was, '' How did you get passed the guards? '' she asked it calmly, like this wasn't really a surprise to her. Panting and huffing I answered, '' Easy, piece of cake. '' I sighed deep and let myself fall over the desk. '' What do you want? '' she asked sweet. I shot up, '' I wanna sign in for the games. '' all my hopes where laying in her answer. '' I am sorry, the files are just gone, someone already picked them up. '' she said. '' What?! '' I screamed, I grasped the woman by her collar and lifted her from her chair over the desk. I was clearly mad, '' do you have any idea how long I have been training for that stupid game?! '' I yelled. The woman trembled in fear and reached for a button under her desk. I grabbed her hand and slammed it on the desk,
'' I have been absence for a long time and now this? You have got to be kidding me! No way I am gonna wait another whole year, those 365 days are a hell you know! I wanna get out of here, I wanna do the things I wanna do... '' after every sentence I said, the words grew weaker and softer. '' The diamond is glowing red, you should calm down. '' the woman said hasty. I released the woman and sat her down on her chair. She redid her shirt again. I looked at my bracelet, the diamond was indeed glowing bright red. '' How did you know about it? '' I asked calming myself down. She tied her hair in a braid and put on an obvious face, '' Everyone in the staff has been given that knowledge. We are suppose to keep an eye on you. '' I groaned, '' Even more than before? '' I melodramatic slid down the desk, hands falling down last. The diamond returned to his original color.
'' What are you doing? '' a new voice said irritated. I looked up to where the voice was coming from. First brown boots, then pants, then shirt with green cape and then a cravat(?). And then a face, which was so familiar to me. It was HIM. The one I blamed and hated most in the world.
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Next chapter Lucy will meet Levi, what will happen? Cliffhangerrrr.
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