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My Shitty Personality

I like the way I am, however, there are some downsides to my personality.

For example:

1. Like, no empathy at all
I really try to be nice and understand other people's situation, but I am simply unable to understand what others are feeling. I'll just give you space, that's the most I can do.

2. Egocentric
I reeeeeally love myself. I'm not really arrogant, my brain just can't stop thinking everyone is thinking about me. I'm trying to feel just like everyone else, normal, because it's really annoying. Harder said than done.

3. No emotions
I mostly see it as something positive, since I think of emotions as useless, distracting and annoying. But sometimes it would be okay to feel something, because my happiest moments contain emotions. Not emotions I express, but the feeling of my soul being filled with something warm, happy, peaceful and lovely. That's an amazing feeling, aswell as extreme excitement (CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS)

4. Asshole at random times
I really wish I were nice all the time. But it just happens so often, my brain thinks it's a good idea to say something rude. It happens with family, friends, classmates, strangers, anyone. I hate it.