explosions

chapter 2

Eyes locked on the woman I love more than any words can express, no longer in doubt or worried about my sexuality label, my family, my faith......there is no doubt in my mind I am head over heels with Kate and that won't ever change.....I want this, us forever
Shaken from my thoughts by a shock through my body as I feel her hands pulling at the bow, smirking as her crossed legs clench together as the bow falls and I stand before her completely exposed for the first time. Her hand slowly trails down my body, gasps from us both as her palms graze over my erect nipples, my hands gripping her clothes desperate to feel her skin on mine. 'Please baby' I moan loudly into her ear, my juices almost exploding as she trembles in pleasure at my words before stepping back slightly and locking her eyes on mine, slowly stripping down for me. I bite my lip in overwhelming arousal as she stands before me naked and I feel a small tear fall down my cheek. Instantly she rushes to me, her arms around me and our bodies pushed together skin to skin 'rana baby are you ok? If you're not ready I understand baby please don't cry I love you and will wai.....' lifting my fingers to her lips falling more and more in love with her as she comforts me thinking I am upset. Reaching behind Her, my hands inside my little bag and pulling out a bag, keeping it behind her back as I look deep into her eyes and take the plunge, exposing myself emotionally as well as physically.... 
'Kate I don't deserve you, you're so beautiful and so kind and so patient....I've been so inconsistent and indecisive and dishonest and yet here you are and still loving me fully, patiently and unconditionally.....I cry because I am so lucky to finally get it to finally understand what love is and what real love feels like! You've helped me see who I am and made me feel so alive and adored.......I know I've been a coward and I should of told zee and the lying is hurting you, making you doubt what's in here'
Taking her hand and placing it over my heart before returning to the bag behind her back, fiddling inside as I keep talking determined to get it out right.......  
'That beat it's for you, you've stolen my heart and I am so deeply in live with you! I made a massive mistake and ignored my heart all those months ago but I want to give you something to remind you everyday that I am yours and only yours'
Kissing softly the knuckle above her wedding finger before dropping the bag and bringing my hand around, slowly sliding the silver band along her finger and kissing her lips...  
'This ring.....It's a promise-i promise to be brave, to be honest, to leave him and above all a promise I am yours.....one day I'll replace that with an engagement ring but for now it's a reminder of our love' Lifting the ring between us and whispering softly 'it's engraved with our initials and the date we said I love you.......I'm gonna marry you Kate Connor and I'm gonna love you forever'
Wiping the tears from her face as our lips meet softly and passionately, the emotions of the moment overwhelming us both as our bodies move toward the bed, both sitting on the edge of the bed as we part for air, both breathless and aroused from the kiss as I whisper into her ear 'happy birthday gorgeous girl..... take me to bed please I want you'