Okay, I know what all of you are thinking. Why isn't she updating? What happened? Well first of all, I'm sorry. I'm just busy with school and dealing with sadness and i guess, you can call it depression. Anyway, onto why I actually made this.
On December 18, 2017, we lost an amazing and talented vocalist. His name was Kim Jonghyun. He has commit suicide and devastated many, many people. One of them being me.
I honestly didn't think, out of all the people in the world, he'd commit suicide, because I didn't know of his depression. I cried so much, because he was my first bias in SHINee and because we lost such an incredible person. I was just questioning why he did it. I almost thought my friend was joking when she told me about this. I still cannot believe it at all. Rest in peace, Kim Jonghyun. My heart goes out to his members, fellow shawols, and his family. I promise to update this week. But not right now. I'm still speechless over what happened.
Anyway, hopefully I'll get over this. Somehow. But on the 18th every month I'm just going to watch anything about SHINee and about Jonghyun. I'll just think of this as him leaving the kpop world permanently. Maybe that will help. I don't know :T
Well, that was it for now. See ya later :)
And look forward to more updates.
- Author-nim
