Everything About Me Is Just Terrible

Attention Whore

I don't ask for much.

Maybe a hug or two.

But somehow even that is too much for you.

And is it so hard to say "I love you."

I'm trying so hard.

And what do I get?

Treated like I fricken' piece of shit.

Am I too ugly?

Am I too loud?

I'm yours, why aren't you proud ?

Around your friends, you pretend I don't exist

And frankly I've reached my limit.

I've been through hell and back changing myself

Trying to seem like everybody else.

I'm not like them, I never will be.

And I thought that was why you loved me..

I thought that maybe because I was different.

But apparently now I'm just insignificant.

I can only gain your attention when I'm doing something crazy, and maybe then just then you'll call me baby.

Is it so bad to want a kiss now and then?

If you won't treat my your girl, at least treat my like a friend and maybe acknowledge my existence now and again.