The Devils Daughter

Chapter 17 Memories

     As the light faded I saw million of people. All were smiling and where enjoying themselves. The one thing though to catch my eye was the beautiful wings everyone had. Some with splashes of color and spots. Brown and gray. Every color I could think of was everywhere. I wished I could have joined them. But I fell to my knees, my head pounded. I struggled to get to my feet.

      A man walked up to me saying he was going to me to our father. I took his hand and leaned on him afraid to fall. His hair was long and brown. Unlike the rest, he didn't have wings. he seemed different than the rest. A feeling he was out of reach yet so close. I couldn't think about that right now I need help. His arm draped around me almost picking me up. He sat me down in front of a large door and said he would be back. 

     He a back with an older man. Pure white hair, no wings either.  "Hello, Eve." He smiled and images flowed through my mind. Past lives all ending early. I fell in love with someone and we were not ever to marry. Lucifer was once a human, a child of God. I fell for him under that tree. The tree of knowledge. Adam didn't matter when I was with him. I will be with him for eternity so I ate the fruit. Adam and I were sent away and he was forced to stay. When I died I begged to be sent back. Then I was. No memory, a new life. Lucifer was god's oldest son, banished for being himself. I fell for him when we meet again, I died before I could be his queen. Once again it happened. I knew why but I still love him. Hundreds of times I did it and I will do it again.

     "Send me back. Now." I ordered god. My head no longer hurt. I was pissed he made sure I couldn't even tell him how I felt. I looked down watching him. He had carried my body back to my home. He was crying and fell to his knees in front of my mother. She started to cry and joined him as my father entered the room. He attacked Lucifer hitting him and he just took it. I couldn't watch anymore. 

     "Sorry but I can't send you back right now it could lead to some problems," God said putting his hand behind his head. His head tilted down just a little. His son left the room as quickly as he could. The last time I through something at his head. 

     "Well, I don't care if it will cause you a problem. Send me back now. You keep doing this and the next thing I will do it shove the lamp up your ass. Now. Send. Me. Back." I was getting worse, each word didn't sound like me. I sounded like a demon.  Slowly laughing to myself as God looked at his desk and the lamp. 

     "If I do send you back how will you explain what happened hmm....? Not only that you would be in great pain." I stopped to think for a second, I can deal with the pain but how to explain.  " I know, I'll say that I passed out from the pain. I wouldn't tell them about you sending me here again the hundredth time." I smiled finding out something to my family. At least my most recent one. He just signed and said to follow him. " Tell me why do you like my oldest son and not the man that was perfect and I made for you." I tried to remember what was Adam like. 

     "Well you see, Adam treated me like a was a little kid, I was not allowed to do much. Most of the time he was in the garden doing something and I was never allowed to come with. So I went by the forbidden tree, no plans on eating the fruit that grew on it. Then a snake able to speak our language, He treated me with kindness and we became best of friends. Due to the little contact, I had with Adam I grew to love Lucifer more every day I was alone. I soon realized that there was no way for us to be together. Then it hit me, if I ate the fruit then I would have the knowledge to fix this problem. I was reeeeeally dumb then, why did I do that? But you sent me away from him but you didn't allow us to be together. But I still loved him even if Adam paid more attention to me.  I love him for him."

     Gods reaction was funny as hell. His jaw dropped and his eyes seemed to be popping out of his skull. He closed his eyes and shook his head. " For the reason, you just gave me I will send you back. Only if you don't tell Lucifer he is not just something I made, he doesn't know that he is my son." That surprised me but I agreed and I walk to the gates of heaven. I jumped and losing my wings and went home.