I haven't write an imagine for so long and I'm supposed to be back with a good news turns out its gonna be bad news this time.
Jonghyun. Kim Jonghyun. SHINee. I've always love this group because of there dedication and strong empowering commitment towards each other. THEY ARE THE FIRST MALE KPOP GROUP I HAVE EVER STAN. THEY ARE EVEYTHING TO ME. And it hurts badly knowing that this is not a dream but a reality. I've always known Jonghyun as the guy, who loves to sing for us, makes us laugh, a good older brother to his dongsaengs and a good senior to his juniors. I didn't know he was suffering so badly and I wanna say sorry to him for not being there when the times we was down. It hurts too you know, it feel like it was just yesterday that I ship Jonghyun with Key and I would call them JongKey. It feel like it was just yesterday that I ship Jonghyun with Luna( Fx ) and I would call then JongLuna. It all feels like yesterday when Jonghyun and SHINee was filming for 'Hello Baby'. It fucking hurts that I've wake BHr got to see him up close and now he is gone. Funny that I've always wanted to go to their concert but I can't and I was confident back then that someday I would still see them together as 5 members of SHINee. Guess I was just too overconfident :(( But we didn't really lose him totally. Cheer up guys! We love him and he loves us. And that's enough to prove that we didn't entirely lose him, we just gain some part of him. We gain an ANGEL and I hope he is happy out there where ever he may be. :)) Jonghyun, DECEMBER 18,2017, you die on the day when I celebrated the birthday of my late grandfather. If you meet him, can you....say happy birthday for me? Tell him I love him. He knows that I love you and I hope you'll take care of each other :)) Your love for us, your fans, are enough for us to know that you've worked very hard and we just want you to know that we are very proud of you. And your hardwork? It is enough for us to know that you are worth it. Its okay baby, please rest well okay? I love youuu so bad ❤
"wake me up~ its hurting me it hurts badly. Wake me up~"
-Wake me up by 10 SCB - UNIVERSITY OF SAN CARLOS SOUTH CAMPUS. Listen to this song guys, I swear this song can relate to our situation rn. :)
