hey, sorry i haven't published in a while but i'm working really hard on this fic.
i don't really want to talk about it but i feel like i have to. a lot of you will know what i'm about to say but some of you won't.
jonghyun from SHINee committed suicide. he was pronounced dead yesterday.
for me being a long time fan of SHINee it hurts a lot. they were the first kpop group i started liking. way back in seventh grade i stumbled upon SHINee. i never said anything to anyone because people would have thought i was weird. i remember that exact day i found them. it was like another world.
yesterday i was scrolling through instagram when i went past a post that said jonghyun had passed. i thought it was just a rumor. i got to school and looked it up. it wasn't.
my heart sank. i ran to my bathroom and called my best friend, crying my eyes out.
conveniently, that day in chorus we were singing you'll be found from dear even hanson.
it's gonna take me some time to recover from this heartbreaking news. i look up to jonghyun a lot. more than i can even write. he was a son, a friend, a brother. he was an idol.
may he rest in peace. i love you, my inspiration🧡🙏🏻
