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Memories that won't stop stinging

Promises I can't believe in  

Trust ~ Christina Perri

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"Sweety where are you?" My mom screams to James when i open the door."I am waiting in bed for you with no ..." I hear that sentence and walk back outside. I will not hear them having. Nope i will just stay in the park or something. I will go back home in two hours or something.

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"Olivia and sky! We need to leave now." My dad screams. We are at the slide."Girls it is to late. Olivia your mom is here." Olivia runs to her mom. She is a mommy child."My little princess where are you?" My dad comes closer to the slide. He knows that i always am at the slide.

"I got you." My dad picks me up and my whole body is over his shoulder."Put me down. It is so high." I scream at my dad."Awh little princess of me. I am holding you and i will never let you fall. I love you." He puts me down and kiss my forehead.

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I will never let you fall because i am holding you.

My dad always told me that when i was scared of the height. I was a daddy child and i always will be. He was my prince. The one who was their for me. I am at the park and i see Shawn sitting. Should i go or not? It is a public place so why not?"So here we are again." I go sit next to him and i see he whipes away his tears. Oh god i am so bad at timing.

"I am here if you want to talk or not talk." I lay my tiny hands at his leg. I never would do that but now he is crying so."Quote of gossip girl?" He looks in my eyes. He still has those sparkles in his eyes."God don't mess up my pretty good line. Don't tell anyone. How do you even know that?" He looks down.

"I have a sister who loves that serie." He has a sister and i didn't even know that. Okay i sound like a stalker now. I am not."Awh how old is she?" Change the subject is most of the time the best thing."She is 14 and god she is sometimes a pain in the ass." He smiles at me.

"She is in her puberty now so that means boys?" I wiggle my eyebrows at him."God don't remind me. She has guy friends like guy friends?" I laugh at his dorkness and his overprotective feeling now."Omg no does she have guy friends? How dare she do that?" I say in a sarcastic tone. He looks up and rolls with his eyes.

"I know right. She can only have me as guy friend." He laughs."That is not overprotective at all." I smile at him and i forget my hand was still on his leg so i take it off. He looks confused at me."So why are you here?" He looks into my eyes.

"My mom and her new boyfriend are putting everything in boxes now because we will move away." I look down at the floor. I will miss it here."Oh to where? And why are you not helping?" He stares at me. I can feel it."To his house. Because i walked in at the wrong time. They were you know." I look back up and he starts laughing.

"You did not just? Omg you are so clumsy sometimes." I roll my eyes at him and then laugh."Yes i did so i came here. To say goodbye to the park. I need to find a new place now because the park is too far now." I start playing with my fingers."You will find one." He looks down at the ground. I will miss these moments too. We don't talk at school really.

"So why are you here?" I ask because of the awkward silence."My mom and dad have a fight again. I took my sister to her friend and i came here. It is my go away place. And maybe i hoped you were here to talk to." He smiles shyly. Did The Shawn Mendes just flirt with me."My advice is to give your parents some space and maybe say to them to get a week vacation. It helped with my parents too. And here i am for the rescue." I get up and jump. God i am so a dork sometimes.