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⚠WARNING ⚠: BoyxBoy
Part 1
Two strangers meet and become friends. Love blossoms between them too BUT,
Bounded by a childish promise he...
I cannot believe I'm actually writing this chapter. I never in my entire life thought this day would ever come.
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I'm So devastated. My fingers haven't stopped trembling, although my body feels numb. I've lost my appetite, I don't know how to deal with this loss.
Kim Jonghyun has always been a very special person to me without me noticing because it was Shinee's OST from Boys over flowers and Baekhyun
(((a/n: I'M DEDICATING THIS CHAPTER TO JONGHYUN AND SHINEE SO, I'M NOT GONNA SAY THE BAEKHYUN PART)))
that drew me to the K-Pop side. Then, I was having a hard time. I was slowly falling into the gnaws of depression and I often watched dramas to keep myself from crying.
I was an emotional wreck. I cried when I was supposed to laugh and laughed at scenes that I was supposed to cry at and when the dramas end, I fall back into my emotional pit of distress. However, watching BOF, I was so addicted to that one song that made me happy “Together making you smile.” that one line got to me that I unintentionally sang that part out louder everytime. Because it was exactly what I needed to be able To smile again.
I got more interested in the song so I looked up who sang the song and found out it was Shinee. I watched a few fancams and videos of them. Till date I've always had a special place in my heart for Shinee.
I feel bad now actually that I didn't get to know him and much more. I thought there would be a lot of time left to do that. I was always watching him and smiling from the sideline. I'd always wished for him to be happy. I've always wanted him to win his fight over depression.
My heart aches a lot actually considering how I'd never be able to see him again and know him better and 5hinee has become four now. But not in our hearts, it's an Angel and four members. That's still five.
Somehow, I feel like I failed him? I didn't know he was suffering that Much. I feel so angry with myself. Oppa, I am sorry..
Earlier, he said he was looking for a way to end his depression. I didn't know it was this way.
But, I know you're happy where you are. And you've returned to your maker.
“The star that shined brightly for ten years, now a star in the sky.”
“Tell Me I Did Well.”
Jonghyun Oppa. You did well. You struggled hard. You lived well. Now, please rest in peace.
Shawol, please stay strong.! Exol and other fandoms are here for you.
SmTown, stay strong!! The fans are here for you.
His family and friends, stay strong. We are all here for you in this together.
