Please don't leave me...

.5

~Trigger warning? basically Jungkook has a few negative thoughts and Yoongi see's his scars. This is also smut so if you don't like it just skip but its really not that detailed cause i'm tired and its late.~ 

Its been a week since Yoongi's been in the hospital. his bruises have faded a lot and his lip has healed up nicely. He still has a few stitches in his eyebrow from his father cutting it open some how, he wasn't in a lot of pain anymore. Jungkook came to visit everyday after school and brought him his homework from class. They mostly cuddled and slept together, once Jungkook leaves Yoongi decides to do his work. Yoongi's mother comes to visit during the day, once she takes Jimin to daycare. 

She has been looking for an apartment, she wants Yoongi to move out so he doesn't have to deal with his father anymore. She hates seeing him like this, beaten and broken. When she first brought him into the hospital she could barley recognize him, he was so badly beaten. 

A few days ago, Jungkook and his mother were visiting at the same time. His mother offered to take him home since it was pretty late at night, Jungkook accepted the offer. The car right was quiet at first until she spoke up. "Could you move in with Yoongi if i get him and apartment?" Her tone was serious, she was straight to the point. he choked on air, was she being serious?  he thought not exactly knowing what to answer he just asked a simple "why?" 

She smiled, her eyes still focused on the road. "Because i need Yoongi out of the house, away from his father"  her smiled faded. Jungkook was still young, but he too needed to get out of his home. Nobody in his house really cared about him, no one asked him about the scars on his arm, the voices in his head always wanting him to do the most horrible things to himself. He thinks for a moment, thinking about the times his father had put his hands on him, had beaten him. 

He was looking down at his hands, nervously playing with them. He sighed and replied with a simple "yes." He might regret it in the future but the hope in her eyes made it all worth it, she hugged him since they were just parked outside of his home. She watched him go into his house and then drove off. 

Over the weekend Yoongi's mother had managed to move all of Yoongi's things from his bedroom into his new apartment, with jungkook's help of course. They had moved Jungkook's things into the two bedroom apartment as well. So far they didn't have much, their beds, a couch, a tv, Jungkook's ps4, and their necessities. His mother had bought some pots and pans for the kitchen. The apartment was small but it was now their new home. Jungkook was very happy with this new home. 

Jungkook was sitting on the couch playing overwatch with taehyung screaming into his headset about how he had just made the last kill, but he wasn't paying attention cause Yoongi walked through the door. Yoongi smiled as he saw jungkook, they exchanged hello's and yoongi left to take a shower cause god he needed one. 

Jungkook was in his boxers and a oversized t-shirt. God, yoongi just wanted to rip the boys clothes off and have him being a moaning mess underneath him. They had talked about it and Jungkook said he was ready but Yoongi felt so guilty cause he wanted it as well, he just wanted to wait until the right time. That time was now, Yoongi was so horny and seeing him looking flawlessly good was just way to much for him. He put boxers on and left his shirt off, we walked into the living room and his dick twitched a little bit by the thoughts running through his mind. 

Jungkook was so focused on playing the game that he hadn't realized Yoongi walked in and was standing right behind him. Yoongi bent down and started gently kissing his neck, he shuddered at this feeling and slightly moaned. He moved his head to the side to give Yoongi more access. Once yoongi found his sweet spot he moaned again, Yoongi sucking and bitting at his skin to leave a nice bruise later. 

"Are you okay jungkook?" Taehyung asked over the mic, Shit  he thought, he forgot he was still online with him. "Y-yeah, i'm just super tired all of a sudden, ill talk to you tomorrow. night!" He quickly turned his mic off as well as the game. Yoongi never stopped what he was doing, only making him moan more. He wanted to feel more of him, touch his milky skin, kiss his pink lips. 

Yoongi pulled away and walked to his bed room, Jungkook whined but followed him into the room and shut the door as he walked inside. Yoongi pushed him against the door and smashed their lips together, the kiss was needy yet passionate. He melted into the kiss, arms wrapping around Yoongi's neck, running his hands through his soft semi wet hair. Yoongi's hands were on his waist, hands sneaking up his shirt so he could take it off. He hesitated before breaking the kiss and taking his shirt off. Yoongi tried to kiss him again but Jungkook stopped him, tears starting to form in his eyes. "Whats wrong Kookie?" Worry filling him as he saw the younger so vulnerable. 

Jungkook was covering his wrist, feeling disgusting and gross just by looking at his scars. How could anyone want to make love to this piece of shit human being?  His mind quickly filling with so many unwanted thoughts. He wanted to say something, anything really to get Yoongi to stop looking at him like that. Since he couldn't form words he just decided to slowly show his arm, Yoongi quickly realizing why the younger boy was crying and being so sensitive. 

Instead of saying anything, Yoongi took his hand and started placing sweet kisses over the Younger's scars. He looked at what Yoongi was doing, he wanted to pull his arm away but Yoongi had a good grip on his wrist so there would't be any point. Yoongi spoke in-between kisses, finally forming a full sentence as he kissed the last scar. "You are so beautiful Jungkook, these scar's make you beautiful." Jungkook's face was flushed with a bright pink color, his face getting hotter as Yoongi stared right into his eyes. Yoongi grabbed his face lightly and pressed their lips together, this time soft yet still very passionate. 

Jungkook moaned into the kiss, enjoying the older's mouth on his. One thing led to another and some how he is laying on his back, Yoongi in-between his legs, their cocks brushing against each other every once and a while, the friction making him moan and whine cause he wanted more. Yoongi took his boxers off before leaving off of the bed to grab some lube. His breathing was off as he watched Yoongi start to put lube onto his fingers. Yoongi bit his lip before speaking, "Its going to hurt at first but i will prep you and ill be gentle, alright baby boy?" Hi voice was so soft and caring. It made him feel safe. 

Yoongi slowly pushed his finger inside of him, he hissed at the pain but soon the pain turned into pleasure and Yoongi slowly added more fingers until he felt like his baby boy  was ready to take him. Yoongi was thrusting his fingers into him, he was moaning and whining. "Hyung, please, i want you cock" his moans were music to Yoongis ears, his dick twitched at his comment. Yoongi pulled his fingers out and lined the tip of his dick with his now stretched hole. 

Yoongi slowly thrusted into him, Both of them moaning. Yoongi was holding onto his thighs so tightly it was sure to leave marks the next day. Jungkook was moaning and screaming now, "Faster hyung, please" Yoongi obeyed and thrusted into him a lot faster, their thighs smacking against each other making the most beautiful beat along with Jungkook's moans. Jungkook came without warning, Yoongi was getting close so he pulled out and came all over his baby boy's tummy. 

Both of them panting, and sweating. They decided to take a shower and then head to bed. Instead of going to their separate rooms, Jungkook slept with Yoongi. They were happy, and from what they felt with each other, also in love. They wanted this feeling to last forever, but with their luck, something fucked up was bound to happen. Jungkook tried not to think about it and just cuddled up close to his hyung. They fell asleep, no caring about what tomorrow brings them, just knowing they were now living together and happily in love with each other. 

~So ya girl has no idea what this chapter was, i couldn't sleep and i was in a bad mood so i'm writing this at 11 at night while watching Post malone's stream on twitch lmao. ("I'm waiting for you pussy boy" -Post. honestly me fucking too dude. i love him), anywaysssss i hope you all have a good holiday break and ill try to update this as much as i can. just a warning the next chapter will probably be dramatic and there will a be a big time skip cause i'm lazy as shit.~