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Josh's POV

Watching her leave hurt me, as I stood up I went after her but Madison stopped me. "At least give me the last answer on this online quiz before going after her please." She joked lightly and somehow I didn't move when she touched me.

Shaking my head I sat back down, smiling at Madison. "The answer is 3."

Porsha will be fine, she always is. Besides she's had a hard week and needs to blow off some steam. I'll just hold her back when she goes clubbing for the weekend. Being the free spirit she needed her space.Besides I got a lot of work to do. 

"I didn't know you had a girlfriend Joshy." She says typing away with a pencil between her glossy lips. I shrug my shoulders, "Well now you do." Thinking of Porsha had me feeling betrayed, angry, and sad. I started to collect my things when Madison drops the pencil from her lips. "Hey where are you going? Was it something I said?"

Well to be honest it was, but Madison is a good girl. Friendly, and is a good partner for projects I shouldn't vent on her like this. But I know I don't want to be here anymore.

Suddenly I hear Madison's phone going off with notifications. "Twitter is blowing up with your girlfriend....Porsha right? Well she's at one of the baddest clubs tonight. Open invite, we should go." Madison said in a rush closing her laptop and shoving it in her bag.

"Wait seriously? You want to party and dance when we have a 8 AM class-"

Waving me off, "He pushed it back to noon. Come on Josh, I never been to a club and I want to meet your girlfriend... Please."

Sighing heavily and rubbing the back of my neck debating it. I really didn't want to see Porsha but I couldn't deny Madison's pleading face. I guess I'm staying near the bar. "Let me get ready." I finally give in.

Within seconds she removes her glasses and hair from the hair clip. Shaking it out some giving her natural volume. Then she took off her brown buckle flats and removed from her bag decent heels. They were cute on her, and then she was already wearing a very conservative black button up dress.

It was already short sleeved as she goes to cut at the knee high length, and when she's done it's mid-thigh and all buttons are un-done. Making it pretty low and enhancing her chest. "All done, let's go." She said holding her keys.

As she pulled her car around I took the time to put all my things in my own car before we drove off to the club. As we got closer the more I dreaded it. Sure I wanted to see Porsha but at the same time I didn't want to.

She got me drunk and nearly raped me all after I told her that I didn't want to have sex with her. I mean I have morals that I want to live by. And I thought Porsha understood that, I know that she was acting funny, all erratic, hyper (more than usual), and everything seemed off with her- more aggressive than normal too.

"Oh we're here! I'm so excited! Thanks for taking me along with you Josh." She said placing her hand on my knee and I eyed her for a second. "Weren't you the one who told me about the club my girlfriend is at?"

Moving her hand away from my knee as if I was scolding hot she chuckled nervously, pulling her hair to the side. "Yea but still.... thanks for being here... with me."

After several seconds I smile, "You're welcome,"

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Porsha's POV

Pregnant. You're carrying an abomination. Pregnant. An heir with both DNA of the strongest gangs in North America. A child doomed from creation in the womb. You need to do your duty to your pack, gang, family, royalty title, the town, the world.

Pregnant. Pregnant. Pregnant.-

"Enough!" I spit out breaking the shot glass between my fingers that sting when Tequila and blood mix all over my injured hand. Shit, I slightly jump at the giggles of Daria who's wasted beyond saving.

Putting all her weight on me she slurs, "Babe I love you!" Kissing me dead on the cheek she screams before diving back into the crowds of dancing hot bodies. I sigh concentrating on the pain that spreads throughout my hand.

Was I hallucinating again?

Shit,

The bartender finally comes back over, slides me another shot glass and I nod at him. Downing the drink I felt the fire settle in my stomach. With all the liquor I've consumed there's no way a child would survive.

Lifting myself from the stool I push and shove my way toward's Princeton's scent. Ripping the Asian beauty off Princeton I gain his attention within seconds. "I thought you left little one?" He whispered. I don't answer but dance on him. "Hey you want to get out of here?" Princeton asked against my ear, I nod letting the temptation of sex take over my body.

Princeton lead me out of the club, where we're greeted by a bustling street. It was nearing midnight. The real clubbers were coming through and I couldn't wait to get back in the club but I did need air. Before leaving I spotted Stiles and winked at him. Holding Princeton's hand as we walk down the street.

I didn't care if our hands were intertwined, we were among strangers, and I didn't just give a fuck. It was fucking Princeton, I was affected by drinks and taking drugs like the Wolf on Wall Street. We take a turn and along with a gust of wind I get hit by Josh's scent.

But Princeton pushes me against a wall and buries his face in my neck, not kissing me but that's all the intimacy I need to send me into amnesia. But that didn't stop me from watching Josh get out of a car that wasn't his! When I saw him smile at her I turned into Jasmine.

Snapping out of my drunk, sloppy, hoe like ways I shove Princeton off me. I start to smooth out my hair and dress. Shit. I ducked into the shadows where Princeton followed. "What the hell Harris?"

"Josh is here." I gritted pushing past him going to another shadow. But he grabs my hand and pulls me towards him. And I lose sight of Josh. "No I'm trying to figure out what we have. What are we?" I shake my head, he wasn't ready for my answer.

We're ex's who blur the lines occasionally when I hate my boyfriend, life, or family. Or the worst when I need to be reminded that I'm a bad girl with no morals and use sex as a way of expressing myself instead of using words.

Coming out of the shadows and away from Princeton I'm standing beside Daria who's watching too. I see Josh walk around the car and help that bitch from the campus-nerd girl!?! Like who the hell is she? And why is she driving my man around!

Daria matched my posture with the hand on the hip and head cocked to the side ready to punch a bitch lights out! I swear bitch come at me! She stumbled into Josh and of course he caught her. Ugh, their laughter alone made me sick. Daria leaned in to whisper something in my ear.

"I smelled Josh from inside the club. He's never been on this side of the tracks. You invited him?" She should've known better than that. This is where humans come to die if they're not careful. "I didn't think so, but who's the Princess?" I shake my head.

"Don't worry I'll find out." I said rolling up my sleeves and removing my earrings.

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A/N: Porsha's going through a spiral in her life, as she explains sex, drugs, and clubs are a way of escaping for her. The hallucinations are back, Josh shows up with Madison of course Porsha isn't happy.

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