You Scored ( Book 2)

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(Unedited excuse my typos )

Pablo POV

It took me forever to find Dina that's why i called Rosa i knew she was gonna know i went to the patio and seen her laying on there in a ball rose looked  at me and sat down i opened the door and she didn't bother to look back i guess she knew it was me Dina was getting skinny she was losing herself we could have our own baby

" Dina Baby "

" what do you want Pablo " she say lowly

" look i don't wanna argue can we talk please " i ask sitting down next to her

She sat up and looked at me and i looked at her back she wiped her tears and i didn't know what to say me looking at her the way she looked now made me feel like i did something wrong

" Dina you don't have to act this way, we can have our own child " i say and she stand up and fix herself

" i don't want a child Pablo " she say meanly

I look up at her and i frown and shake my head

" you don't want no child what's that's about you doing all his over a child and when i say i want a child you don't want one the fuck is all that " i say getting upset

She sigh and walk to the railing and look up at the sun that's now going down and she shakes her head

" i can't have any children Pablo " was all she said before she broke down

I stood up and held her from behind and she grabbed onto me

" it was a miracle baby , after i lost that baby i knew it was over for me , the doctor told me after i lost the baby i can't have any , i can't have no children at all that was my only child " she cried onto me

I didn't know what to say , this why she been acting this way , she was more fucked up than i thought that explains the ultrasound pictures she kept when she slept

" my own sister , my own twin sister killed the only baby i could have , she beat the baby out of me and caused me a miscarriage, 3 days after i went to my appointment and found out i was 3 almost 4 months and she beat my ass to the point i lost it , it's all my fault " she cried soaking my shirt

I rubbed her back and kissed her forehead and let her get everything out

" you can't be with me Pablo , what am i used for i can't even give you children i can't give you shit i don't deserve you "

I pulled away from her and looked at her crazy

" we don't have to have kids Dina , we can adopt some it's okay I'm here forever " i tell her kissing her

She turned her head and looked at me like i was a killer or something

" your right , I'll be the one leaving , nobody not gone ever give a damn about my miserable ass , your the only one that cared , this , it can't go on look at me my eyes black I'm getting skinny my hair falling out i look at me I'm sick " she cried moving away from me

" your not leaving me we gonna work this out we're gonna get over this okay I'm gonna help you we good okay " i say pulling her close to me

She just gave me a small smile and hugged me i hugged her tighter and blew my breath and kissed her forehead

" i love you so much " i say

" i love you to "

" first thing first we gonna get you out this house , how about we go get some food "