The Night Sky
I watched him from our balcony how he was sitting on the bench looking up at the beautiful night sky. He smiled at something that he thought of probably.
That made my heart beat faster than ever. I don't know why my heart yearns for him. Ever since high school my love for him has grown stronger and hiding it has become harder.
The way he smiles makes me blush. The way he laughs makes my stomach flutter. The way he crys makes me feel horrible about my self.
As the days go by I feel myself slipping away getting lost at his touch. He drives me crazy and I don't know how he still hasn't noticed.
Others have noticed my deep love for him and mocked me for it. Of course he would never see me the way I see him but a guy can dream right?
Dream of a perfect life where everything turns out just the way you want it to be. Where people don't care for you love interests but for who you are.
But that's just me. Everyone else is happy. Even Jerome.
We live alone together in the deepest part of the forest. It was his idea into moving here away from other judgmental people. But he says his reason being to 'be alone with my one and only benja'.
He doesn't know words like that make me die inside. He doesn't mean it the way I want him to.
Watching him tonight makes me think of how much more handsome he looks.
His chocolate brown eyes sparkling in the moonlight.
His bacca hat on his beautiful brown hair.
His perfect tan skin glistering in the night sky.
Why had Notch done this to me? Does he know how it hurts to see the person you would die for every single day as 'just a friend.'
To know he will never be yours and you could never be his forever? It hurts to much sometimes to think these things sometimes. But I always try and keep a positive attitude.
He must have sensed someone looking at him because he looked up at the balcony. I hid behind the wall inside our home and l laid against it.
I peeked back outside to see him looking back at the sky in deep thought. I can just stare at him forever wanting him. I needed a walk away from this place.
Walking out of our tree house I started my trek through the forest. Why must this be so difficult? I have read so many happy endings from books.
Why can't it happen to me? I watched as two birds fought for a worm and then split it in half. I watched two deer prance around the area.
Even nature is happy with there partner. Trudging alone the dirt trail I saw a low glow come from behind a bush. I spotted a magnificent flower growing on the ground next to a tree.
I picked up the flower and examined it. It seemed to glow brighter than before. The stem was pure black. Its petals glowed blue all around it with a purple glow in the middle.
I should give this to Jerome. I don't know why but this flower is giving me hope. Hope that this is how bright our future can be if I manage to man up.
Maybe even brighter. I ran back to our tree house to see Jerome still sitting on the bench swinging his legs looking up at the sky.
I hid the flower inside my jacket and took a deep breath. He is right there. I can do it now. I can make him mine forever. My dreams can finally come true.
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Merome and Skylox One-Shots
FanfictionSeries of short stories about Merome and Skylox Warning: somethings may be triggering and remember nothing is true in these stories.