Its okay ur my friend
But i get jealous when ur with my other friend
Which is my close friend at first
You guys change mindsBetween you
You love the guy
And you know thatIt hurts.
It fucking hurts
When you have somebody
And here we are
just being an asshole
who dont have close friend
so im just being an idiotic lunatic to you guys
and if i tell you my reasons why im being a suicidalYou said im dramatic
It hurts,broke and dumb
That i'd like you
And i dunno if im gonna combined my feelings for you and my problems
I find myself thinking to the way i do without my friends advices
Not because i want to kill myself
I am nowhere near wanting to kill myselfBut i can understand feeling so detached from your own life
To feel that your connection to everyone else is so thin that all it would take is one desisive snip to be seperated completely
If i dont cling,i drift
Like the question that i ask
Im gonna answer it by myself and not to othersI feel that no one is holding me
In my life,i am the only one who holds itPs. They do not understand
Hug me
Hug me again
Like you used to
After my confession to you.